Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day...good, mostly.
Creative work - forcing myself, got some good "Project" light affects, and added sound. Also rendered a slow one and a fast one, just in case.
Overall. Felt mostly ill today. Tinnitus is strange, it comes and goes. Still annoying, still making me think time is short.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, January 31, 2018
Tuesday, January 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - adding lights to a transition scene. Good work overall.
Overall - depression more and more. Tinnitus and aches really piling on.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - adding lights to a transition scene. Good work overall.
Overall - depression more and more. Tinnitus and aches really piling on.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, January 29, 2018
Jan 29, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes, though at a *cough* reduced level.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one. Mostly.
Creative work - nothing, other than conceptualizing, which really doesn't count.
Overall - very depressed, tinnitus is more and more pervasive. Impossible problems. The lot.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one. Mostly.
Creative work - nothing, other than conceptualizing, which really doesn't count.
Overall - very depressed, tinnitus is more and more pervasive. Impossible problems. The lot.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, January 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes, though not as much as the last few days. Still, yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some stuff with the "disappointment" section. For some reason, I dreaded starting it, but it actually went well. Still some things to do, but I don't think they'll be difficult.
Overall - depressed, worried, deafened by church. Good phone calls. Tinnitus making me crazy.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some stuff with the "disappointment" section. For some reason, I dreaded starting it, but it actually went well. Still some things to do, but I don't think they'll be difficult.
Overall - depressed, worried, deafened by church. Good phone calls. Tinnitus making me crazy.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, January 27, 2018
Jan 27, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - oh yes.
Paid work - Saturday, so no. Refreshing, that.
Creative work - take 2 of trying to get The Project working. So, not much, but some.
Overall - feel ill a bit, hate the universe, "A Ghost Story" is great. Other than that, feel very low.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no. Refreshing, that.
Creative work - take 2 of trying to get The Project working. So, not much, but some.
Overall - feel ill a bit, hate the universe, "A Ghost Story" is great. Other than that, feel very low.
See you tomorrow.
Jan 26, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - made some elements for the "Disappointment" scene.
Overall - not a terrible day.
See you later today.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - made some elements for the "Disappointment" scene.
Overall - not a terrible day.
See you later today.
Thursday, January 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yeah.
Paid work - a full day, and a basically good one.
Creative work - nothing much, trying to do the "zoom" thing. But interfered with by the "Drinking" bit. Still, not unhappy.
Overall - tinnitus is worrying me more and more. Still very depressed, though not at EXTREME level. And then not.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a basically good one.
Creative work - nothing much, trying to do the "zoom" thing. But interfered with by the "Drinking" bit. Still, not unhappy.
Overall - tinnitus is worrying me more and more. Still very depressed, though not at EXTREME level. And then not.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, January 24, 2018
Jan 24, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes. Wasn't going to, but...
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some work on the "Puzzled" part of The Project, just creating elements to animate. But, still, it's something.
Overall - was feeling "okay" (more or less) until the gnomes hid documents I needed for tomorrow. Found them, but the whole episode ruined the day.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some work on the "Puzzled" part of The Project, just creating elements to animate. But, still, it's something.
Overall - was feeling "okay" (more or less) until the gnomes hid documents I needed for tomorrow. Found them, but the whole episode ruined the day.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, January 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes, alas. Oh well.
Paid work - a full day, and a pretty good one. Problems solved, which is good.
Creative work - some work on animation testing for the "difficult bit" on the Project.
Overall - still no heat, but made a good friend in the repair guy. Still very depressed, but not as badly as usual. Still not great, but what you gonna do.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a pretty good one. Problems solved, which is good.
Creative work - some work on animation testing for the "difficult bit" on the Project.
Overall - still no heat, but made a good friend in the repair guy. Still very depressed, but not as badly as usual. Still not great, but what you gonna do.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, January 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - tiny bit of painting, and some animation testing.
Overall - a bit less despairing than normal, but not significantly.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - tiny bit of painting, and some animation testing.
Overall - a bit less despairing than normal, but not significantly.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, January 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - no. But that never lasts.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a bit here and there, mostly fixes. Still trying to avoid the Big Thought.
Overall - very depressed, felt terrible most of the day.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a bit here and there, mostly fixes. Still trying to avoid the Big Thought.
Overall - very depressed, felt terrible most of the day.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, January 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yup.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - fixed the first part of the Project issue - redid the images. Now I have to redo the assembled video. Shouldn't be hard but I dread it anyway. Later: Still, I managed to make it work. Looks good. Now I have to figure out the remainder.
Overall - terrible, terrible nightmares last night. Feeling very depressed, doomed. "Despair" is the word of the day.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - fixed the first part of the Project issue - redid the images. Now I have to redo the assembled video. Shouldn't be hard but I dread it anyway. Later: Still, I managed to make it work. Looks good. Now I have to figure out the remainder.
Overall - terrible, terrible nightmares last night. Feeling very depressed, doomed. "Despair" is the word of the day.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, January 19, 2018
Jan 19, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes, but not as much...
Paid work - a full day. Frustrating for the most part.
Creative work - nothing, really, just trying to plan all the Corrections.
Overall - lots of despair and depression. And some surprise that I didn't drink it all.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day. Frustrating for the most part.
Creative work - nothing, really, just trying to plan all the Corrections.
Overall - lots of despair and depression. And some surprise that I didn't drink it all.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, January 18, 2018
Jan 18, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - yup.
Creative work - wow, saw a lot of unaddressed details. Ouch! Started on addressing these.
Overall - very down, very despairing. I'd like a nice exit.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - yup.
Creative work - wow, saw a lot of unaddressed details. Ouch! Started on addressing these.
Overall - very down, very despairing. I'd like a nice exit.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, January 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes, but less than usual, but still yes.
Paid work - snow interfered a lot, but a few hours.
Creative work - some work on the Project, and some conceptualizing.
Overall - very depressed, very discouraged, very much feeling like I control nothing.
See you tomorrow. PS: Post number is 666. Spooky!
Paid work - snow interfered a lot, but a few hours.
Creative work - some work on the Project, and some conceptualizing.
Overall - very depressed, very discouraged, very much feeling like I control nothing.
See you tomorrow. PS: Post number is 666. Spooky!
Tuesday, January 16, 2018
Jan 16, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - some, though less than I'd like. Damn the snow.
Creative work - a bunch of linking stuff, to the point where the first sequence of Part Two is pretty much ready to go. Still some work to do...vague work. Vague work.
Overall - I need the drinking too much, that much is plain. Now, what to do. What to do.
See you tomorrow, unless I'm very very lucky.
Paid work - some, though less than I'd like. Damn the snow.
Creative work - a bunch of linking stuff, to the point where the first sequence of Part Two is pretty much ready to go. Still some work to do...vague work. Vague work.
Overall - I need the drinking too much, that much is plain. Now, what to do. What to do.
See you tomorrow, unless I'm very very lucky.
Monday, January 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018, (Mon)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - state holiday, so no.
Creative work - bunch of stuff on the Project. Getting it into shape. Good, overall.
Overall, very depressed, very discouraged, lay down time. Tomorrow is another day.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - state holiday, so no.
Creative work - bunch of stuff on the Project. Getting it into shape. Good, overall.
Overall, very depressed, very discouraged, lay down time. Tomorrow is another day.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, January 14, 2018
Jan 14, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some re-working of audio, reordering of scenes.
Overall - an okay day, very depressed and despairing, but not awful.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some re-working of audio, reordering of scenes.
Overall - an okay day, very depressed and despairing, but not awful.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, January 13, 2018
Jan 13 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - it's Saturday so NO.
Creative work - more stuff on the Project.
Overall - feeling ill, depressed, horrid. Where is the EXIT sign.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - it's Saturday so NO.
Creative work - more stuff on the Project.
Overall - feeling ill, depressed, horrid. Where is the EXIT sign.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, January 12, 2018
Jan 12, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - another full day.
Creative work - some more work on the Project. Good stuff, getting there.
Overall - not feeling well, depressed, the usual.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - another full day.
Creative work - some more work on the Project. Good stuff, getting there.
Overall - not feeling well, depressed, the usual.
See you tomorrow.
Jan 11, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some decent work on The Project. Nice that it is returning.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some decent work on The Project. Nice that it is returning.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Wednesday, January 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - alas yes.
Paid work - a long, long day.
Creative work - some tinkering on The Project, and some plans. Not an awesome day, creativity-wise, but a decent one.
Overall - frustrating, depressing, unhappy. I seem to come home to those.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a long, long day.
Creative work - some tinkering on The Project, and some plans. Not an awesome day, creativity-wise, but a decent one.
Overall - frustrating, depressing, unhappy. I seem to come home to those.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, January 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - alas, yes.
Paid work - a full day. Hooray!
Creative work - some good Project work, whipping the next chapter into shape.
Overall - depressed, feel ill, wish it would all end. So, a typical day.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day. Hooray!
Creative work - some good Project work, whipping the next chapter into shape.
Overall - depressed, feel ill, wish it would all end. So, a typical day.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, January 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking -oh yes. Sorry.
Paid work - a full day. More tomorrow.
Creative work - a lot of brainstorming, nothing much concrete though. Still good.
Overall. Not a bad day, but disappointing. Good work done, Uh, etc.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day. More tomorrow.
Creative work - a lot of brainstorming, nothing much concrete though. Still good.
Overall. Not a bad day, but disappointing. Good work done, Uh, etc.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, January 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes. Hope I haven't started something.
Paid work - well, Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a bunch of work on The Project, including getting some tricky sequences together (not natively using Flash, of course). Ideas keep improving themselves, so that's good. I might actually get this done. Seem to be missing some stuff I thought I had, though. Not to worry.
Overall - pretty down. Got a call from a friend, also down. Down all the way.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - well, Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a bunch of work on The Project, including getting some tricky sequences together (not natively using Flash, of course). Ideas keep improving themselves, so that's good. I might actually get this done. Seem to be missing some stuff I thought I had, though. Not to worry.
Overall - pretty down. Got a call from a friend, also down. Down all the way.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, January 6, 2018
Jan 6, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes. Sorry, but if I can hold it to Saturday, especially if--never mind. Curses.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - a LOT of stuff for The Project, so not a wasted day. And all of that was done before the drinking started. So, proof that the drinking is not a crutch but a hindrance.
Overall - still cold, the maintenance guy needed parts for the furnace, so cold until Monday. Deepening into depression, because Sunday looms.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - a LOT of stuff for The Project, so not a wasted day. And all of that was done before the drinking started. So, proof that the drinking is not a crutch but a hindrance.
Overall - still cold, the maintenance guy needed parts for the furnace, so cold until Monday. Deepening into depression, because Sunday looms.
See you tomorrow.
Jan 5, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - no. Not even tempted. Well...
Paid work - lots of it, and mostly frustrating. Almost tempted to drink.
Creative work - nothing.
Overall - well, mostly tired. Heating system broke down and repairman couldn't fix it tonight, so too cold to have much of an emotional state.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - lots of it, and mostly frustrating. Almost tempted to drink.
Creative work - nothing.
Overall - well, mostly tired. Heating system broke down and repairman couldn't fix it tonight, so too cold to have much of an emotional state.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, January 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - no. Tempted for a moment, but no.
Paid work - a full day, pretty satisfying.
Creative work - some nice work on the Project.
Overall: not a bad day, still somewhat depressed and drifting. Still not bad.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, pretty satisfying.
Creative work - some nice work on the Project.
Overall: not a bad day, still somewhat depressed and drifting. Still not bad.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, January 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - back to work, a full day. Tiring.
Creative work - some painting. Not much, but good.
Overall - feel less depressed than yesterday, but anxious, unnerved.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - back to work, a full day. Tiring.
Creative work - some painting. Not much, but good.
Overall - feel less depressed than yesterday, but anxious, unnerved.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, January 2, 2018
Jan 2, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - no. State holiday.
Creative work - nothing really, some ideas.
Overall: still depressed but feel better than yesterday.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - no. State holiday.
Creative work - nothing really, some ideas.
Overall: still depressed but feel better than yesterday.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, January 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - state holiday, so no. Same for tomorrow.
Creative work - none.
Overall: PC has been occupied by the year-end backup, so I've been doing a lot of reading. Depressed over everything.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - state holiday, so no. Same for tomorrow.
Creative work - none.
Overall: PC has been occupied by the year-end backup, so I've been doing a lot of reading. Depressed over everything.
See you tomorrow.
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