September 9, 2026 (Wednesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (159/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some interesting animation work.

In the interim - no idea why the Yes is so persistent.  

Overall - maybe I'm dying.  Weird how OK that sounds.

See you tomorrow.

September 8, 2026 (Tuesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (158/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - keyboard work.

In the interim - tired all day but can't rest.  Thought about a No but didn't.

Overall - everything gets worse.

See you tomorrow.

September 7, 2026 (Monday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (157/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some very good work done.

In the interim - not eating right.  I hope this changes.  Perhaps it shifted a bit--then didn't.

Overall - very very depressed.  And now worse.  Hope expires.

See you tomorrow.

September 6, 2026 (Sunday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (156/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some nice work.

In the interim - went for a medium walk, but it looked like storms were coming so turned around.  At least got the Sunday chores done.

Overall - very very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

September 5, 2026 (Saturday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (155/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - .a bit of animation, some ideas.  A bit more animation and some graphics.  I'd give it all up for sobriety.

In the interim - pretty sure the nice girl I met a few weeks ago was a heat-induced hallucination.  Still, it's nice when my brain is good to me.  Went for a brief walk, very hot and humid.  As before, ate very little.

Overall - very very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

September 4, 2026 (Friday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (154/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - .bits here and there.

In the interim - oh God the maelstrom.

Overall - why the drinking persists.  Why it wins.

See you tomorrow.

September 3, 2026 (Thursday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (153/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - .some good face work.

In the interim - another Yes.

Overall - another Yes.

See you tomorrow.