May 21, 2026 (Thursday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (80/61)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - more work on raising the prop.  Got the hands and wrists done, need to work on the arms, and then of course attaching them to the body so it all works.  Need to work on the head damage and fluid drain too.  Update- did the arms.  The one on screen right looks a bit odd but so far it works.  Next, the damage stuff.

Update 2: worked on getting the damage things in order, and did a lot on the chest.

In the interim - more tiredness.  Walked a bit.  Have eaten very little eaten lately.

Overall - pretty sure the Yes was inevitable.

See you tomorrow.

May 20, 2026 (Wednesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (79/61)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some work on "lifting the lever."  Good progress so far.

In the interim - more sleeping and such.  Barely ate at all today.

Overall - really had to fight for that No.  

See you tomorrow.

May 19, 2026 (Tuesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (79/60)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - working on the Worker turning around.  I've got it mostly, but there are things that are off about it.  Decided on a different approach, and it seems to be coming along.

In the interim - finally made the Sam's Club run, sent off my dental insurance form, and got an ID for the TN retirement account.  Nice to make some progress on this stuff.

Overall - very tired all day but otherwise could use more days like this.

See you tomorrow.

May 18, 2026 (Monday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (79/59)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - barely left the house.  Finally filled out the insurance paperwork, will take that to be scanned tomorrow.

Overall - another day of exhaustion.  At least I ate something, and got a No.

See you tomorrow.

May 17, 2026 (Sunday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (79/58)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - a bit of work on the prop scene.  Also managed to write up the latest dream bits.  Part two is totally forgotten, oh well.

In the interim - tired a lot, though not very ill--surprising.  Tomorrow I've got to make a Sam's run.

Overall - I've had worse Sundays I suppose.

See you tomorrow.

May 16, 2026 (Saturday)

 Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (78/58)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - more installation on the new desktop.

In the interim - went for the usual walk.  Watched "The Dark Half" which was pretty good though kind of anonymous.

Overall - not terribly ill, but very tired and exhausted all day.  

See you tomorrow.

May 15, 2026 (Friday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (77/58)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - more work on the prop stuff.  Trying to get Adobe on the new PC but running into issues.

In the interim - decided to take the Naltrexone in the morning from now on, to see if that helps.  Results of the EEG were normal.

Overall - very exhausted all day.

See you later today.