May 5, 2026 (Tuesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (70/55)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - work on the shield animation.

In the interim - mostly wasted day.

Overall - that No was hard won.

See you tomorrow. 

May 4, 2026 (Monday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (70/54)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some nice animation bits.  Getting along.

In the interim - nothing much, really.  Went for a long walk.  Didn't help.

Overall - feel so much despair these days.  Not sure why that is, but I don't like it.

See you tomorrow. 

May 3, 2026 (Sunday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (69/54)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - working on the bug's arm with the shield control.

In the interim - great phone call.  Otherwise not much, too weak to do much.  Set up the new desktop in first steps.  Installed Vivaldi and upgraded from Home to Pro.  More tomorrow I'm sure.

Overall - hate the Yes but what can you do.  No appetite.

See you tomorrow. 

May 2, 2026 (Saturday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (68/54)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some animation.  Getting closer.

In the interim - nice Blender tutorial.

Overall - tired and ill and out of sorts all day.  So naturally I got a Yes.

See you tomorrow. 

May 1, 2026 (Friday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (67/54)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - nothing much.  Backup day.  I'd forgotten all about that.  Did some nice animation stuff anyway.

In the interim - didn't do much else.  Very ill.  Managed a walk.

Overall - the Yes really clobbered me.

See you tomorrow. 

April 30, 2026 (Thursday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (66/54)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some more animation with the prop glow.  

In the interim - went to the doctor for the Medicare appointment, looks like all went well though I won't know for sure until next week.  Looked up Medicare D and got confused.  Then went and voted, and then went for a walk.  Overall not a bad day.  

Overall - as usual, slept poorly.  Dreamt I was helping boat traffic deal with glue from a giant squid.  And the Yes seemed inevitable.

See you tomorrow. 

April 29, 2026 (Wednesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (65/54)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - did some work on the sideways torso and imported it into Flash.

In the interim - did nothing all day.  Got the mail and that was it.

Overall - another day gone.  Tired, sleeping, no energy.

See you tomorrow.