October 17, 2026 (Saturday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (193/97)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - finishing up the last parts of "End of day."  Next, see if the dream bit will still work.

In the interim - managed a walk but felt tired the whole time.  Not looking forward to tomorrow.

Overall - damn it about the Yes.  When will I learn?  How can I learn?

See you tomorrow.

October 16, 2026 (Friday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (192/97)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - as expected, ill all day.  Didn't leave the house.

Overall - maybe the lesson will stick for a while.

See you tomorrow.

October 15, 2026 (Thursday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (192/96)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - so, had a thought: instead of trying to reverse-engineer the cabinet Flash file (which was going nowhere), why not reverse the video clip?  That seems to work well and was a lot quicker.  Did a bunch of work to try and complete that section.  Nice to be able to reuse some stuff.

In the interim - watched a disk (Doctor Who) without alcohol.  Then brought in alcohol and watched stupid sex films.  

Overall - we'll see what the Yes means tomorrow.  Honestly hope it's more illness.  Gotta kick this thing.

See you tomorrow.

October 14, 2026 (Wednesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (191/96)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - finished the face repair, working to see if I can reverse the earlier cabinet scene.

In the interim - managed a walk, though low level ill again.  Didn't eat much.  Cat not eating much either.  Watched some interesting videos about mental states.

Overall - nice to wake up sober, though I didn't sleep well.  Two Nos in a row.  Been a while since that happened.

See you tomorrow.

October 13, 2026 (Tuesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) No (191/95)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - nothing really.

In the interim - too ill to leave the house.

Overall - tired, ill, uncomfortable.  To ill to get a Yes, so there's that.

See you tomorrow.

October 12, 2026 (Monday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (191/94)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - work on the face close-up.  And animating same.  Looks good so far.

In the interim - mostly stayed indoors as I suddenly felt ill.  Not sure if it's the Flux or what.  But effing drank anyway.

Overall - There seems to be no way out of this.  Watched the first "Final Destination" movie and that seems to have it.

See you tomorrow.

October 11, 2026 (Sunday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (190/94)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - got the shaft animation done, working on the "face renewal" bit.

In the interim - wedding anniversary.  Got the Naltrexone renewal, thank you Ha!  Took one and still drank.  Damn it.

Overall - rainy and miserable weather.  Managed a long walk anyway.

See you tomorrow.