September 13, 2026 (Sunday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (163/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - building work.

In the interim - very tired and depressed.  Woke up to purple left little toe, was sure it was gangrene.  Now I think I must have smashed it while Yes-ing.

Overall - terrific phone call.  Best thing keeping me alive.

See you tomorrow.

September 12, 2026 (Saturday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (162/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - buildings for a brief bit.

In the interim - very depressing day.  Loaded up the pill boxes.

Overall - very down day.  Can't seem to shake the booze or the depression.

See you tomorrow.

September 11, 2026 (Friday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (161/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - animation work, correcting the orbit.

In the interim - 25 years ago, and it's now a joke.  Invasion ongoing.

Overall - damn the life that makes me want to die.

See you tomorrow.

September 10, 2026 (Thursday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (160/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some animation work.  Is it worth the drinking?  Can I separate working from drinking?

In the interim - drove the car around the block; still works.  Not much else different.

Overall - another Thursday in the docket.  Feel like I'm heading toward death.

See you tomorrow.

September 9, 2026 (Wednesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (159/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some interesting animation work.

In the interim - no idea why the Yes is so persistent.  

Overall - maybe I'm dying.  Weird how OK that sounds.

See you tomorrow.

September 8, 2026 (Tuesday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (158/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - keyboard work.

In the interim - tired all day but can't rest.  Thought about a No but didn't.

Overall - everything gets worse.

See you tomorrow.

September 7, 2026 (Monday)

Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (157/93)

Paid work - Retired.

Creative work - some very good work done.

In the interim - not eating right.  I hope this changes.  Perhaps it shifted a bit--then didn't.

Overall - very very depressed.  And now worse.  Hope expires.

See you tomorrow.