Drinking - no. Well, we all know that won't last.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - a lot of revision stuff, but good work.
Overall - still feel depressed, but not as. That won't last as well, of course.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Tuesday, February 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - no. Two days in a row is pretty good. I'm sure it won't last though.
Paid work - a full day, a pretty good one.
Creative work - some decent work on the Project. Boy is this stuff disorganized, though.
Overall - feel financially doomed, probably medically doomed as well, but not as terrible as usual. Yesterday was bad, today is not yesterday.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, a pretty good one.
Creative work - some decent work on the Project. Boy is this stuff disorganized, though.
Overall - feel financially doomed, probably medically doomed as well, but not as terrible as usual. Yesterday was bad, today is not yesterday.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, February 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - no.
Paid word - a full day.
Creative work - some on the Project, but then I notice all the flaws and I'm not really happy with any.
Overall - very, very depressed and down.
See you tomorrow.
Paid word - a full day.
Creative work - some on the Project, but then I notice all the flaws and I'm not really happy with any.
Overall - very, very depressed and down.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, February 25, 2018
Feb 25, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a nice chunk of stuff.
Overall - very depressed and sad and not wanting to go on.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a nice chunk of stuff.
Overall - very depressed and sad and not wanting to go on.
See you tomorrow.
Feb 24, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some work on the Project, misc. stuff.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some work on the Project, misc. stuff.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Friday, February 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes,
Paid work - a full day. And a good one.
Creative work - some good work on the Project, and some tentative stabs at something else. Fruitless, but hay.
Overall - I don't want to say. It's not good.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day. And a good one.
Creative work - some good work on the Project, and some tentative stabs at something else. Fruitless, but hay.
Overall - I don't want to say. It's not good.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, February 22, 2018
Feb 22, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yeah.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - some work on the Project, not bad.
Overall - you don't wanna know, honestly.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - some work on the Project, not bad.
Overall - you don't wanna know, honestly.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, February 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes. Less than yesterday, if that counts.
Paid work - a full day, a pretty good one.
Creative work - some good work on the Project.
Overall - my life is made up of lacks. And all around is darkness.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, a pretty good one.
Creative work - some good work on the Project.
Overall - my life is made up of lacks. And all around is darkness.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, February 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - yes a full day
Creative work - a bit of progress.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - yes a full day
Creative work - a bit of progress.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, February 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Federal holiday so no.
Creative work - some decent stuff for the "whatever" part of the project.
Overall - very depressed and discouraged.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Federal holiday so no.
Creative work - some decent stuff for the "whatever" part of the project.
Overall - very depressed and discouraged.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, February 18, 2018
Feb 18, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes. Damn it.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a LOT, all done while sober, so that should kill the myth. Laugh...laugh.
Overall - very depressed, people contact me being depressed, makes me more depressed. Machines.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a LOT, all done while sober, so that should kill the myth. Laugh...laugh.
Overall - very depressed, people contact me being depressed, makes me more depressed. Machines.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, February 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Saturday, so no...awesome.
Creative work - some good stuff, though it seems more like a distraction.
Overall - suicide seems more and more attractive.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no...awesome.
Creative work - some good stuff, though it seems more like a distraction.
Overall - suicide seems more and more attractive.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, February 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes, of course.
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some nice detail stuff which will probably come in handy.
Overall - suicidal.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some nice detail stuff which will probably come in handy.
Overall - suicidal.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, February 15, 2018
Feb 15, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good detail work. "Getting things good" so to speak.
Overall - better than yesterday. Helped a friend to a good birthday.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good detail work. "Getting things good" so to speak.
Overall - better than yesterday. Helped a friend to a good birthday.
See you tomorrow.
Feb 14, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some work on the Project. Not much, but some.
Overall - depressed and angry. Toilet overflowed. Argh.
See you later today.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some work on the Project. Not much, but some.
Overall - depressed and angry. Toilet overflowed. Argh.
See you later today.
Tuesday, February 13, 2018
Feb13, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - yes, most of a full day.
Creative work - some trimmings, mostly.
Overall - terrible day.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - yes, most of a full day.
Creative work - some trimmings, mostly.
Overall - terrible day.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, February 12, 2018
Feb 12, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes. I'm sure you're as tired of this entry as I am.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good stuff on Part Three.
Overall. Kill me now, let me not wake up tomorrow.
Otherwise see you then.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good stuff on Part Three.
Overall. Kill me now, let me not wake up tomorrow.
Otherwise see you then.
Sunday, February 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - bunch of stuff for part three, all of it pretty good.
Overall - very depressed. Good phone call, very uplifting. But nothing seems to matter much any more.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - bunch of stuff for part three, all of it pretty good.
Overall - very depressed. Good phone call, very uplifting. But nothing seems to matter much any more.
See you tomorrow.
Feb 10, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - started working on Part Three of the Project. Some good ideas so far.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - started working on Part Three of the Project. Some good ideas so far.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Friday, February 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - no. I can't afford it.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - tweaked and finished Part Two of the Project, and am in the process of uploading. It'll be nice to have it out of the way. Now I have to start thinking about part three.
Overall - very depressed, especially over money. Had to happen, I guess, but I sure wish it didn't.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - tweaked and finished Part Two of the Project, and am in the process of uploading. It'll be nice to have it out of the way. Now I have to start thinking about part three.
Overall - very depressed, especially over money. Had to happen, I guess, but I sure wish it didn't.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, February 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day. A good day.
Creative work - lots of tweaking on Part Two of the Project, to the point where I think it's finished. Want to watch it again a couple of times, just to be sure. Found a number of tiny flaws which had to be fixed, which also escaped my notice previously.
Overall - very depressed, feeling very alone.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day. A good day.
Creative work - lots of tweaking on Part Two of the Project, to the point where I think it's finished. Want to watch it again a couple of times, just to be sure. Found a number of tiny flaws which had to be fixed, which also escaped my notice previously.
Overall - very depressed, feeling very alone.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, February 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - more tweaks on part two, just about finished other than timing issues.
Overall - you don't wanna know.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - more tweaks on part two, just about finished other than timing issues.
Overall - you don't wanna know.
See you tomorrow.
Feb 6, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - yes.
Creative work - yes.
Overall, feel like this is a lost day. Anyway--
See you soon.
Paid work - yes.
Creative work - yes.
Overall, feel like this is a lost day. Anyway--
See you soon.
Monday, February 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2016 (Mon)
Drinking - yes, though a bit less. Still, yes.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - major animation work on Part Two of The Project, to the point where it's probably good to post. Although I want to be sober when I make that judgment....
Overall - very, very depressed.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - major animation work on Part Two of The Project, to the point where it's probably good to post. Although I want to be sober when I make that judgment....
Overall - very, very depressed.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, February 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a lot of good stuff today. Probably ready to post Part Two. I mean, kind of.
Overall - more descending. More debilitation. More downward.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a lot of good stuff today. Probably ready to post Part Two. I mean, kind of.
Overall - more descending. More debilitation. More downward.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, February 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes. Almost "no" but almost doesn't count.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some very good work on the "disappointment" bit, to the point where I think it works well.
Overall - very depressed, very despairing. Helped a friend, I think. Otherwise...
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some very good work on the "disappointment" bit, to the point where I think it works well.
Overall - very depressed, very despairing. Helped a friend, I think. Otherwise...
See you tomorrow.
Friday, February 2, 2018
Feb 2, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day and a happy one.
Creative work - trying to get the "disappointment" bit going.
Overall - worries about drinking and tinnitus. Mostly okay today and unsure.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day and a happy one.
Creative work - trying to get the "disappointment" bit going.
Overall - worries about drinking and tinnitus. Mostly okay today and unsure.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, February 1, 2018
Feb 1, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some "Project" work that will fit in.
Overall - not a bad day, much. Tinnitus bothers me. It's weird tho. Wish it would be straight forward.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some "Project" work that will fit in.
Overall - not a bad day, much. Tinnitus bothers me. It's weird tho. Wish it would be straight forward.
See you tomorrow.
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