Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - a bit of work on something possibly new.
Overall - depressed, feeling ill, nowhere to go.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, April 30, 2018
April 29, 2018 (Sun)
Way late on this.
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some good stuff overall. New project.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later.
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some good stuff overall. New project.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later.
Saturday, April 28, 2018
April, 28, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - alas yes.
Paid work - Saturday so no.
Creative work - some photography, otherwise future planning.
Overall - worse than yesterday.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday so no.
Creative work - some photography, otherwise future planning.
Overall - worse than yesterday.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, April 27, 2018
April 27, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yeah too much.
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some rendering to QT, some thoughts...less than I'd like but more than I expect.
Overall - still waiting.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some rendering to QT, some thoughts...less than I'd like but more than I expect.
Overall - still waiting.
See you tomorrow.
April 26, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some decent Project work.
Overall - not bad.
See you later today.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some decent Project work.
Overall - not bad.
See you later today.
Wednesday, April 25, 2018
April 25, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good stuff on The Project
Overall - figured out some stuff, but otherwise everything is dismal.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good stuff on The Project
Overall - figured out some stuff, but otherwise everything is dismal.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 24, 2018
April 24, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - very little.
Overall - come on Mr. Death
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - very little.
Overall - come on Mr. Death
See you tomorrow.
Monday, April 23, 2018
April 23, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - yes.
Creative work - some work on a possible project.
Overall - very despairing.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - yes.
Creative work - some work on a possible project.
Overall - very despairing.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, April 22, 2018
April 22, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes, though less than usual.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some sound recording, a small fix to a Project file, and work on a possible New Project 2.
Overall - depressed, distrusting. Some good phone conversations.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some sound recording, a small fix to a Project file, and work on a possible New Project 2.
Overall - depressed, distrusting. Some good phone conversations.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, April 21, 2018
April 21, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - No.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some photography, a bit of tweaking on The Project.
Overall - worried about money.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some photography, a bit of tweaking on The Project.
Overall - worried about money.
See you tomorrow.
April 20, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - a little.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - a little.
Overall - very depressed.
See you later today.
Thursday, April 19, 2018
April 19, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - full day.
Creative work - a nice bunch of stuff on the Hence project, and some on a possible new project.
Overall - don't see much hope/
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - full day.
Creative work - a nice bunch of stuff on the Hence project, and some on a possible new project.
Overall - don't see much hope/
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 18, 2018
April 18, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking- Of course
Paid work - a full day
Creative work - some good stuff on the main project, and some thoughts on the next.
Overall - no change
See you tomorrow
Paid work - a full day
Creative work - some good stuff on the main project, and some thoughts on the next.
Overall - no change
See you tomorrow
Tuesday, April 17, 2018
April 17, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - nothing, still off from completing The Other Project.
Overall - feel it closing in.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - nothing, still off from completing The Other Project.
Overall - feel it closing in.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, April 16, 2018
April 16, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - of course.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good work on Part Three of The Project. The Other Other project being posted to YouTube and thus, no longer a concern. Got some good comments, though.
Overall - I feel Death is just around the corner. Why does He wait.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good work on Part Three of The Project. The Other Other project being posted to YouTube and thus, no longer a concern. Got some good comments, though.
Overall - I feel Death is just around the corner. Why does He wait.
See you tomorrow.
April 15, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes, because there's nothing else to do to fill up the day.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - uploaded the New New Project to YouTube, yay me. Some tweaks on the animation and rendering, but finally got a good product. Otherwise nothing.
Overall - depressed, scared, future-less.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - uploaded the New New Project to YouTube, yay me. Some tweaks on the animation and rendering, but finally got a good product. Otherwise nothing.
Overall - depressed, scared, future-less.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, April 14, 2018
April 14, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes god damn it
Paid work - Saturday, so no
Creative work - some good sound work, and I think a completion of the New New Project.
Overall - I wish it would all just end.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no
Creative work - some good sound work, and I think a completion of the New New Project.
Overall - I wish it would all just end.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, April 13, 2018
April 13, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes
Paid work - a full day
Creative work - working on light direction.
Overall - worst yet
See you tomorrow
Paid work - a full day
Creative work - working on light direction.
Overall - worst yet
See you tomorrow
April 12, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - hell, it's a day late of course.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - limb animation. Important stuff.
Overall - don't ask
See you later today.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - limb animation. Important stuff.
Overall - don't ask
See you later today.
Wednesday, April 11, 2018
April 11, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes, damn it all to hell. Kill me please.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative wok - fixed a bit that I failed to note needed fixing.
Overall - depression has returned full force.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative wok - fixed a bit that I failed to note needed fixing.
Overall - depression has returned full force.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 10, 2018
April 10, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - well! Spent a LOT of time trying to get the OLD project back on track, found I lost the thread, and then had to reverse a bunch of stuff that was already reversed. So, yeah, kind of fulfilling but also frustrating.
Overall - I wish the illness would leave me, but then, I'd be left with myself. God, please let it end.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - well! Spent a LOT of time trying to get the OLD project back on track, found I lost the thread, and then had to reverse a bunch of stuff that was already reversed. So, yeah, kind of fulfilling but also frustrating.
Overall - I wish the illness would leave me, but then, I'd be left with myself. God, please let it end.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, April 9, 2018
April 9, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes. It's a disease without a cure.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good sound work on the New New Project, and some animation work on the old New Project. Spent some time looking for old animated stuff, and lamented briefly the lack of a good index thing.
Overall: ill, depressed, down.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good sound work on the New New Project, and some animation work on the old New Project. Spent some time looking for old animated stuff, and lamented briefly the lack of a good index thing.
Overall: ill, depressed, down.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, April 8, 2018
April 8, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a lot of sound work, and some corrections to the originally rendered video. Turns out, Flash keeps settings long after they're relevant. So, got the New New Project into the proper dimension.
Overall - very depressed, very, very depressed. Still ill, too, so there's that.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a lot of sound work, and some corrections to the originally rendered video. Turns out, Flash keeps settings long after they're relevant. So, got the New New Project into the proper dimension.
Overall - very depressed, very, very depressed. Still ill, too, so there's that.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, April 7, 2018
April 7, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yep. Thought about fighting it, but lost.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - a lot of sound work on the new, new project. Rebooting cured a number of ills.
Overall - still in a dead-end life. Need some kind of closure. But I'm sure I won't like it.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - a lot of sound work on the new, new project. Rebooting cured a number of ills.
Overall - still in a dead-end life. Need some kind of closure. But I'm sure I won't like it.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, April 6, 2018
April 6, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - exported videos, worked on sound files, created a framework. Wish it meant more.
Overall - still ill, still beset by headaches.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - exported videos, worked on sound files, created a framework. Wish it meant more.
Overall - still ill, still beset by headaches.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, April 5, 2018
April 5, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - the curse has returned. So, yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - learning more about Audition, but nothing concrete achieved.
Overall - lots and lots of despair.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - learning more about Audition, but nothing concrete achieved.
Overall - lots and lots of despair.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 4, 2018
April 4, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - no. Too ill and too broke.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some actual sound work. Yay me.
Overall - very depressed. Illness is coming back, no future.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some actual sound work. Yay me.
Overall - very depressed. Illness is coming back, no future.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, April 3, 2018
April 3, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - no. Thank God.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - nothing. Starting to train myself audio-wise.
Overall - thought the illness was largely gone, but the headaches are back.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - nothing. Starting to train myself audio-wise.
Overall - thought the illness was largely gone, but the headaches are back.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, April 2, 2018
April 2, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes, damn it to hell.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - some sound work. Not feeling anything for the New Project, or the Old New Project, but trying anyway.
Overall - seem to be coming out of the illness cloud...only to be dealt many damned blows from other directions.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - some sound work. Not feeling anything for the New Project, or the Old New Project, but trying anyway.
Overall - seem to be coming out of the illness cloud...only to be dealt many damned blows from other directions.
See you tomorrow.
April 1, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes, damn it.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some sound work on the new project. Not much, but felt pretty good.
Overall - I think the illness is gone, knock on wood. Spent a lot of time worrying about money...I guess that's "good."
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some sound work on the new project. Not much, but felt pretty good.
Overall - I think the illness is gone, knock on wood. Spent a lot of time worrying about money...I guess that's "good."
See you tomorrow.
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