Wednesday, May 30, 2018

May 30, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.  Almost no, but almost doesn't count.

Paid work - a full day.  A good day too.

Creative work - finishing up Chapter Three.  Some good work.

Overall - very despairing.  Out of hope.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

May 29, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - good full day.

Creative work - couple of Project bits, and some audio and video cleanup.  Overall good.

Overall - not getting out of this one.

See you tomorrow, unless I'm luckier than you.

Monday, May 28, 2018

May 28, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - damn it, yes.  Less than recent but who cares.

Paid work - holiday, so no.

Creative work - lots and lots of stuff on the Project.  Very good stuff.

Overall - feel ill.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, May 27, 2018

May 27, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes, of course.  Damn it all.

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - rather a lot, really.  Chapter three is almost ready to post!  Wow, etc.

Overall - stuck between self-contempt and self-hatred.  Not a good place.

See you tomorrow.


May 26, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Creative work - some.  Not much, but some.

Overall - very depressed.

See you later today.

Friday, May 25, 2018

May 25, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - some good stuff, some better stuff I should say.

Overall - can it be over soon.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, May 24, 2018

May 24, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - what did you expect.  Yes.

Paid work - a full day, and a good one.

Creative work - quite a bit on the next chapter of The Project.

Overall - ain't getting out of this.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

May 23, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - good day but a long tiring one.

Creative work - only a little, but found some things I was missing.

Overall - why won't god kill me.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, May 22, 2018

May 22, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a long and frustrating day.  More to come.

Creative work - some more good work on "transition" stuff.

Overall - trapped.  Watching "Armageddon" because it affirms.

See you tomorrow.

May 21, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - full day.

Creative work - a bunch of progress on "fill-in" shots.

Overall - anger and depression.

See you later today.

Sunday, May 20, 2018

May 20, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some good stuff on The Project.

Overall - cliff edge.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, May 19, 2018

May 19, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - oh yeah

Paid work - Sat so no.

Creative work - some good stuff, some good direction.  Getting 3 into shape.

Overall - worse.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, May 18, 2018

May 18, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yup.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - not much.  Some.  But computer updates slowed everything to the point that "install and reboot" were the only options.

Overall - payday is nice.

See you tomorrow.

May 17, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - some minor work on "reaction" shots.

Overall - pretty depressed.

See you later today.

Wednesday, May 16, 2018

May 16, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.  Cue despair horns.  And regret.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - detail shots for thr Project.  Part three is nearly complete.

Overall - very depressed and hopeless.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

May 15, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - some good work on the Project.

Overall - not great.  Okay.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, May 14, 2018

May 14, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - no.  Boy did I want to, though.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - some soundtrack assembly.

Overall - very down.

See you tomorrow.

May 13, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes damn it.

Paid work - Sunday so no.

Creative work - bunch of stuff on The Project, and some sound recordings which may be useful.  Solid day.

Overall - very good phone conversation but depressed by my weakness.  C'mon, let it end, no one cares.

See you in a few hours.

Saturday, May 12, 2018

May 12, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - of course.  Damn it all.  Where's the handle?

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Creative work - some solid work on the Project.

Overall - despair. 

See you tomorrow.

Friday, May 11, 2018

May 11, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - damn it all, what does anyone expect.

Paid work - a full day, a good one too.

Creative work - good work on the Project, a bit I thought would be more difficult but worked out nicely.

Overall - it's never going to end, is it/  Why am I not blessed with an ending.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, May 10, 2018

May 10, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes godammit.  I must find the solution to this puzzle

Paid work - full day.

Creative work - more work on The Project

Overall - kill me now.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

May 9, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes, but less than usual.  If the "no" days outnumber the "yes" days, that would be a good first step.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - more work on the Project, some good stuff.

Overall - blank.  Feel like two steps forward, one step back, but that's not terrible.  Watch tomorrow be the tsunami.

See you then.

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

May 8, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - full day, with too much driving.

Creative work - some minor work on the Project.  This scene is going to be a pain.

Overall - very down, feel very lost.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, May 7, 2018

May 7, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - a bunch of stuff on the Project.  Possibly a new scene.

Overall - down but not despairingly so.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, May 6, 2018

May 6, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - no.  I have to get this under control.

Paid work - Sunday so no.

Creative work - some good work on the project.

Overall - fighting but very down.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, May 5, 2018

May 5, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yep.

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some good stuff on the ongoing Project.

Overall - very depressed.  Good lunch though, thank you BN.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, May 4, 2018

May 4, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yep.

Paid work - a full day, but a bad day.  I feel I've been thrown under the bus.  Starting to look elsewhere.

Creative work - a bunch on the Hence Project.  Good stuff too.

Overall - deeply and profoundly depressed.

See you tomorrow.

May 3, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - a lot of work on the first Project.  Need to find some old elements.

Overall - very depressed.

See you later today.

Thursday, May 3, 2018

May 2, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - a little bit of work on the new project.

Overall - very depressed.

See you later today.

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

May 1, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day, though a dull one.

Creative work - some stuff on the possibly New New project.

Overall - don't know what to say.  Nothing is good, at any rate.

See you tomorrow.