Drinking - yes, but oddly I'm not discouraged. Yet.
Paid work - Saturday, so nothing.
Creative work - most of the day spent on the monthly backup, and system troubleshooting. But some good creature design.
Overall - no better, no worse.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, June 30, 2018
Friday, June 29, 2018
June 29, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - no. Again, no jinx.
Paid work - a full day, empty of work but overall good.
Creative work - some work on creature design, but monthly backup time too. Posted the new project.
Overall - the cloud lifts a bit, but still hides everything.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, empty of work but overall good.
Creative work - some work on creature design, but monthly backup time too. Posted the new project.
Overall - the cloud lifts a bit, but still hides everything.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, June 28, 2018
June 28, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - no. Again let's not jinx it.
Paid work - a full day, but a slow one.
Creative work - finished the latest project and uploaded it. Did some work, and put some thought into, the next chapter of Hence.
Overall - glad about not indulging last night, but everything still depresses me.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, but a slow one.
Creative work - finished the latest project and uploaded it. Did some work, and put some thought into, the next chapter of Hence.
Overall - glad about not indulging last night, but everything still depresses me.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, June 27, 2018
June 27, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - no. Don't jinx it.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some thinking on Hence, specifically how to get from A - C.
Overall - ill and depressed.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some thinking on Hence, specifically how to get from A - C.
Overall - ill and depressed.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, June 26, 2018
June 26, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day, but a very slow one.
Creative work - quite a lot done. New Project is almost ready to post.
Overall - depressed and ill and not getting better.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, but a very slow one.
Creative work - quite a lot done. New Project is almost ready to post.
Overall - depressed and ill and not getting better.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, June 25, 2018
June 25, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes, though less than the usual amount. Not that this maters.
Paid work - a full day with some actual work accomplished.
Creative work - another good day for animation.
Overall - pretty sure these are the last days.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day with some actual work accomplished.
Creative work - another good day for animation.
Overall - pretty sure these are the last days.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, June 24, 2018
June 24, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - less than usual, but yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a bunch of work on the new project, including lots of sound work. Might be ready to post by the end of this week, maybe.
Overall - very depressing day. Nothing good overall. Started a new project, which outlines the problem.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - a bunch of work on the new project, including lots of sound work. Might be ready to post by the end of this week, maybe.
Overall - very depressing day. Nothing good overall. Started a new project, which outlines the problem.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, June 23, 2018
June 23, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes
Paid work - Saturday so no.
Creative work - some stuff. Actually some good steps forward.
Overall - I just want it all to end.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday so no.
Creative work - some stuff. Actually some good steps forward.
Overall - I just want it all to end.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, June 22, 2018
June 22, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - another slow day, though a full one, but so slow that I spent most of my time doing Creative Work. And then--
Creative work - I left the files I'd done at work. Very, very angry about this. I decided to work on Hence a bit, since I can't do anything with the other stuff until Monday. Argh.
Overall - very sad and depressed. Looking at the end.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - another slow day, though a full one, but so slow that I spent most of my time doing Creative Work. And then--
Creative work - I left the files I'd done at work. Very, very angry about this. I decided to work on Hence a bit, since I can't do anything with the other stuff until Monday. Argh.
Overall - very sad and depressed. Looking at the end.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, June 21, 2018
June 21, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes. Of course.
Paid work - a full day, another slow one.
Creative work - lots of the work on the project, which I have lost faith in, but will finish. I like it anyway.
Overall - gone into the "past caring" zone. Is that good or bad? Dunno.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, another slow one.
Creative work - lots of the work on the project, which I have lost faith in, but will finish. I like it anyway.
Overall - gone into the "past caring" zone. Is that good or bad? Dunno.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, June 20, 2018
June 20, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking -yes. That trick doesm't work anymore. Little less than usual, though.
Paid work - a full day, though a slow one.
Creative work - more work on the new project, including starting another Flash file.
Overall - very depressed. Discouraged.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, though a slow one.
Creative work - more work on the new project, including starting another Flash file.
Overall - very depressed. Discouraged.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, June 19, 2018
June 19, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes goddammit.
Paid work - a full day, but very slow, so much that--
Creative work - --I brought my laptop into work and did some stuff on the project. Later, at home, did some further work.
Overall - I just wish it would end soon. It's already over.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, but very slow, so much that--
Creative work - --I brought my laptop into work and did some stuff on the project. Later, at home, did some further work.
Overall - I just wish it would end soon. It's already over.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, June 18, 2018
June 18, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day, though a slow one.
Creative work - some very good work on the new Project. Animation and stuff.
Overall - wish I could discard the alcohol, but then.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, though a slow one.
Creative work - some very good work on the new Project. Animation and stuff.
Overall - wish I could discard the alcohol, but then.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, June 17, 2018
June 17, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking -yes. I guess that doesn't work anymore.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - quite a bit of work on the latest project.
Overall - depressed and sad and not feeling anything toward the future.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - quite a bit of work on the latest project.
Overall - depressed and sad and not feeling anything toward the future.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, June 16, 2018
June 16, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking -yes. Wish it was no, but there things are. Hands in fate.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some preliminary animation on the new project, fixes here and there, and exporting. Some more refinements and animation. Good overall.
Overall - no alcohol seems to be having a positive effect, but I'm still dreading all. And then there's the lapse. Maybe I can hold it to Saturday. If not....
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - some preliminary animation on the new project, fixes here and there, and exporting. Some more refinements and animation. Good overall.
Overall - no alcohol seems to be having a positive effect, but I'm still dreading all. And then there's the lapse. Maybe I can hold it to Saturday. If not....
See you tomorrow.
Friday, June 15, 2018
June 15, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - a full day, though a very slow one.
Creative work - finished up one side of the new project, ready to import into Flash. Maybe.
Overall - worried about health, finances, everything.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, though a very slow one.
Creative work - finished up one side of the new project, ready to import into Flash. Maybe.
Overall - worried about health, finances, everything.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, June 14, 2018
June 14, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good work on the latest project. Might have to animate soon.
Overall - felt better this morning (no drinking) but some overcome by despair.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - some good work on the latest project. Might have to animate soon.
Overall - felt better this morning (no drinking) but some overcome by despair.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, June 13, 2018
June 13, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - a full day, but a slow one.
Creative work - some minor work on the new project.
Overall - depressed, ill, worried.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, but a slow one.
Creative work - some minor work on the new project.
Overall - depressed, ill, worried.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, June 12, 2018
June 12, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes. Damn it all. Wish that worked.
Paid work - full day, but a slow one.
Creative work - some good work on the new project.
Overall - now 60. Things fall apart, the center cannot hold, etc.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - full day, but a slow one.
Creative work - some good work on the new project.
Overall - now 60. Things fall apart, the center cannot hold, etc.
See you tomorrow.
Monday, June 11, 2018
June 11, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day, okay, could be better, whatever.
Creative work - some really good work in the new project.
Overall - very depressed. Weird eye thing. Landlords thinking about things.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, okay, could be better, whatever.
Creative work - some really good work in the new project.
Overall - very depressed. Weird eye thing. Landlords thinking about things.
See you tomorrow.
June 10, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some good work.
Overall - very depressed, feel at the end.
See you later today.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some good work.
Overall - very depressed, feel at the end.
See you later today.
Saturday, June 9, 2018
June 9, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - Saturday so no.
Creative work - lots of stuff on the new project.
Overall - everything, and I mean everything, just gets worse and worse and worse.
See you tomorrow unless God is kind.
Paid work - Saturday so no.
Creative work - lots of stuff on the new project.
Overall - everything, and I mean everything, just gets worse and worse and worse.
See you tomorrow unless God is kind.
Friday, June 8, 2018
June 8, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a slow day, but a fully paid one.
Creative work - work on the new project. Good work, too.
Overall - suicide seems more appealing.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a slow day, but a fully paid one.
Creative work - work on the new project. Good work, too.
Overall - suicide seems more appealing.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, June 7, 2018
June 7, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes. Only a matter of time.
Paid work - a full day, a slow dull one though.
Creative work - working on a new project, which I am enthusiastic about...though talent usually falls behind enthusiasm.
Overall - feel like I'm shutting down.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, a slow dull one though.
Creative work - working on a new project, which I am enthusiastic about...though talent usually falls behind enthusiasm.
Overall - feel like I'm shutting down.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, June 6, 2018
June 6, 2018 (Wed)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - an empty day, but still paid so okay.
Creative work - some stuff on Chapter 4, plus The Woods.
Overall - isolated and alone.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - an empty day, but still paid so okay.
Creative work - some stuff on Chapter 4, plus The Woods.
Overall - isolated and alone.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, June 5, 2018
June 5, 2018 (Tues)
Drinking - yes. It never stops.
Paid work - full day but a slow one. New cubicle means more space but isolated.
Creative work - some good stuff on Chapter 4.
Overall - depressed, miserable, tinnitus getting worse. What happens?
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - full day but a slow one. New cubicle means more space but isolated.
Creative work - some good stuff on Chapter 4.
Overall - depressed, miserable, tinnitus getting worse. What happens?
See you tomorrow.
Monday, June 4, 2018
June 4, 2018 (Mon)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - much as I wanted to avoid it, work on Part 4.
Overall - wish life was better.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day.
Creative work - much as I wanted to avoid it, work on Part 4.
Overall - wish life was better.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, June 3, 2018
June 3, 2018 (Sun)
Drinking - yes. Doesn't seem as bad as it should be.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some work on an unplanned, un-thought-out project that I'd worked a bit on a few weeks ago. Mostly feel drained from finishing chapter 3.
Overall - somewhat down.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Sunday, so no.
Creative work - some work on an unplanned, un-thought-out project that I'd worked a bit on a few weeks ago. Mostly feel drained from finishing chapter 3.
Overall - somewhat down.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, June 2, 2018
June 2, 2018 (Sat)
Drinking - yeah. Sorry. Not too worried yet.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - finally finished chapter three. The reason for the drinking. Now I have to start thinking about part four.
Overall - good meeting with a friend. Felt good about not drinking. Hope to feel so again.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - Saturday, so no.
Creative work - finally finished chapter three. The reason for the drinking. Now I have to start thinking about part four.
Overall - good meeting with a friend. Felt good about not drinking. Hope to feel so again.
See you tomorrow.
June 1, 2018 (Fri)
Drinking - no.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - some final rendering, clean-up, and attempts to fix audio.
Overall - feeling better about not drinking. Still feel down.
See you tomorrow.
Paid work - a full day, and a good one.
Creative work - some final rendering, clean-up, and attempts to fix audio.
Overall - feeling better about not drinking. Still feel down.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, June 1, 2018
May 31, 2018 (Thurs)
Drinking - yes.
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some.
Overall - very down and ill.
See you later today.
Paid work - a good full day.
Creative work - some.
Overall - very down and ill.
See you later today.
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