Sept 30, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some tests on the UFO thing.  Promising.

Overall - talked to her aunt.  A miasma of emotions.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 29, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Saturday, so no

Creative work - had an idea that didn't suck, and worked on it.

Overall - today is the funeral in Michigan.  Dark clouds.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 28, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking yes

Paid work a full day

Creative work nothing

Overall Keep missing her so much every day, angry and depressed, why did you leave me.

See you tomorrow

Sept 27, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - a full, busy day.

Creative work - some work on the mist thing.  Eh.

Overall - finally saw an obit, which made the hurt come back.  Still convinced she held me in contempt.  Oh well, the world.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 26, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking yes

Paid work yes

Creative work a little

Overall miss her

See you tomorrow.

Sept 25, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - a full, busy day

Creative work - some work on the trees thing.

Overall - less and less reason to go on.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 24, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a busy full day.

Creative work - some actual work.  Encouraging.

Overall - spoke to some of her other friends, who are also upset and puzzled. 

See you tomorrow.

Sept 23, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes.

Creative work - no

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Overall - God, I miss her so much,

See you tomorrow.

Sept 22, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yep

Creative work - some ideas, nothing concrete.  Need to get this working.

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Overall - death day.  Nothing accomplished.

See you tomorrow

Sept 21, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes

Creative work - an idea, but nothing much

Paid work - a full, busy day

Overall - see you tomorrow.

Sept 20, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - busy day.

Creative work - creature design, nothing much

Overall - feel sick, ill, ears bothering me a lot.

See you later today

Sept 19, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - busy day.

Creative work - some creature design.  Bleh

Overall - things are starting to sink in.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 18, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - another full, busy day.

Creative work -  nothing.

Overall - nice talk with a friend. 

See you tomorrow.

Sept 17, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - very busy day, which is good considering.

Creative work - nothing.  Really can't.

Overall - still can't wrap my head around the death.

See you later today.

Sept 16, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some creature design

Overall - just found out a friend committed suicide.  Hard to deal with.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 15, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes, though it's stramge

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - alien faces.  No real direction for anything yet.

Overall - eh, it's a Saturday.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 14, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - full very busy day.

Creative work - nothing much.  Some ideas.  Still worn out creatively from finishing Hence.

Overall - felt ill most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 13, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - a full day, pretty busy too.

Creative work - some ideas, nothing concrete

Overall - damn it all

See you tomorrow.

Sept 12, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - yes

Creative work - uploading finished video to YouTube took forever.

Overall - ugh.

See you later tonight.

Sept 11, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - long dull day, with some stuff done.

Creative work - finished the last chapter.  Yes. 

Overall - depressed.  At least friend has hope.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 10, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking -yes.

Paid work - a full day though a deadly dull one.

Creative work - I think I got the last part into shape.

Overall - it never ends.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 9, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - got the timing down for the last chapter.  Redid some flawed animation, and it's on to soundtrack fixes.  Feel pretty good about this.

Overall - depressed, sad and alone.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 8, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - good work on the last scene of the Project

Overall - doesn't matter any more.  All life is terrible.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 7, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.  But I'm not as bothered as I normally would be.

Paid work - a full day, though a very slow one.

Creative work - some good work on the final shot of the project.  After that, audio work and some trimming, but home stretch is in sight.

Overall - Amazing how some things can just make you angry.  Sometimes friends are worse than family.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 6, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - a full day, pretty good one.

Creative work - not that much, but some good stuff.

Overall - not drinking helps.  Actually thought my tinnitus was gone (spoiler alert: no).  Tomorrow is Friday.  What awaits?

See you tomorrow.

Sept 5, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - no.  Let's not jinx this.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - a bunch of stuff.  Getting there.

Overall - bored, sick, angry. 

See you tomorrow.

Sept 4, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - no.  Don't get excited, same thing happened early last month.

Paid work - a full day, though somewhat slow.

Creative work - lots of stuff done toward the finale.

Overall - angry, poor, futureless.  That's me.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 3, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - no.  Yes, you read that right.

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work -a bunch of stuff toward the end of this project.

Overall - felt ill most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 2, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - exporting QuickTime, working on sound, getting stuff organized.

Overall - ill and depressed, and trying to comfort a good friend.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 1, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some good progress toward the end of this thing.

Overall - very depressed and not hopeful.

See you tomorrow.