Friday, November 30, 2018

Nov 30, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - some work on the new thing.  Good stuff.

Overall - I upset folks.  I hope my path isn't long.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, November 29, 2018

Nov 29, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a good day.

Creative work - some good work on the new project.

Overall - friends are important.  Because otherwise the universe sucks.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 28, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - car died, so no, but still paid.

Creative work - good work on the new project.

Overall - everything hates me.

See you very soon.

Tuesday, November 27, 2018

Nov 27, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - some more work on the new project.  So that's good.

Overall - bad night of the soul, as they say.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, November 26, 2018

Nov 26, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.  I don't care anymore.

Paid work - a nice full day.

Creative work - some nice stuff on the new project.  Happy so far, it's expanding.

Overall - as noted, I don't care anymore.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, November 25, 2018

Nov 25, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes.  Way sad after yesterday's "No" but this is a disease.

Paid work - Sunday so no.

Creative work - actually got part of an idea, and actually did some effort on it.  It might be something.  Or not.

Overall - just do it.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, November 24, 2018

Nov 24, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - nothing.

Overall - kind of an ugh day.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, November 23, 2018

Nov 23 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - no.

Creative work - no, but making a current backup.

Overall - damn it all

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, November 22, 2018

Nov 22, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - no, but as a full time employee, this (I hope) doesn't matter.  (Federal holiday.)

Creative work - nothing.  A possible idea, but otherwise no.

Overall - adrift.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, November 21, 2018

Nov 21, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - nothing.

Overall - an okay day.  Saw a pre-teen in the tunnel and asked if she was okay.  She said she was.  (Shrug).  Okay.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

Nov 20, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - nothing at all.

Overall - went to the dentist, nothing can be done without more money.  So nothing was done.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 19, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - no.

Overall - feel terrible.

See you later tonight.

Sunday, November 18, 2018

Nov 18, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - friend project upload finally completed.  I feel as if a weight has been lifted.  Satisfied.

Overall - not great, usual worries.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, November 17, 2018

Nov 17, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Creative work - friend project is done and is being uploaded.

Overall - very depressing day.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 16, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - the soundtrack to the friend project is done, meaning the whole thing is complete.

Overall - depression and despair.

See you later tonight.

Thursday, November 15, 2018

Nov 15, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.  First (full?) paycheck, and...it's less than I hoped.

Creative work - some soundtrack stuff, none of which satisfied.

Overall - a dark, depressing day.  Suicide seems a given now.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 14, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - a little.

Overall - went to another group thing.  It was okay but made me sad.

See you in a few minutes.

Tuesday, November 13, 2018

Nov 13, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes, damn it all.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - some soundtrack stuff.

Overall - depressed, but actually enjoyed the soundtrack stuff.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, November 12, 2018

Nov 12, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.  This is not good.

Paid work - it's the hundredth anniversary of Armistice Day, so no, it's a state holiday.  But for the first time, it doesn't diminish my paycheck.  Yes, very cynical.

Creative work - the friend project seems to be finished.  Thank god.  Tried to work on other stuff, but was technically challenged.

Overall - an angry day.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, November 11, 2018

Nov 11, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - Sunday, Armistice Day, so no.

Creative work - audio work on the friend project.  Getting very tired of this project, honestly.

Overall - good phone conversation, otherwise kind of an empty day.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 10, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - finished up the video portion, now to the sound.

Overall - feel empty.

See you later today.

Friday, November 9, 2018

Nov 9, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.  Worried?  Not yet.

Paid work - yes,

Creative work - some audio stuff.  Be glad to have this behind me.

Overall - a decent day, met some folks at a place, tired but not dead.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, November 8, 2018

Nov 8, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - some audio work, bits of timing.

Overall - feel empty, but otherwise okay.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Nov 7, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - full day.

Creative work - I think the visuals are largely done, now for the sound work.

Overall - very tired.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 6, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - a full, long day.

Creative work - only sound work still to go on the friend project.

Overall - very tiring day.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, November 5, 2018

Nov 5, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - no.  But I feel the urge coming back.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - some work on the friend project.

Overall - toothache is getting worse.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, November 4, 2018

Nov 4, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - Sunday, so no.  Now that I am on salary, I may drop this heading.

Creative work - some stuff on the friend project.  Heading into the home stretch.

Overall - lots of anger today.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, November 3, 2018

Nov 3, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - Saturday, so no. 

Creative work - a lot of work on the friend project...some re-dos and re-thoughts.

Overall - kind of a blank day. 

See you tomorrow.

Friday, November 2, 2018

Nov 2, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - a full, tiring day.

Creative work - lots of friend project work.

Overall - things just seem bad.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, November 1, 2018

Nov 1, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - a full day

Creative work - timing stuff on the friend project.

Overall - bleak

See you tomorrow.

Oct 31, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - more work on the friend project, which is taxing.

Overall - eh.

See you later today.