Thursday, January 31, 2019

Jan 31, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (24/7)

Paid work - a bit here and there.

Creative work - some more Maya training, and a bit of painting.

Overall - dark.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Jan 30, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (23/7)

Paid work - slow day.

Creative work - some more Maya tutorial, a bit of painting.

Overall - things seem to be coming to an end everywhere.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Jan 29, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (22/7)

Paid work - a better day.  Not good, but better.  I need to die soon.

Creative work - more steps in the Maya thing, otherwise nothing.

Overall - I do not know why I am still here.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, January 28, 2019

Jan 28, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yup.  (21/7)

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - more on the Maya exercise, some prelim things that may, and probably will, come to naught.

Overall - very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, January 27, 2019

Jan 27, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (20/7)

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - a bit of painting, and attempts to come up with a new project.

Overall - very down, very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, January 26, 2019

Jan 26, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (19/7)

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - monthly backup, so no.  And no ideas, neither!

Overall - again, just want it to be over.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, January 25, 2019

Jan 25, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - yes (18/7)

Paid work - an OK day.

Creative work - tried a few things, none of them worked.

Overall - some good today.  Narrow horizons.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, January 24, 2019

Jan 24, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (17/7)

Paid work - an okay day.  Felt less frozen out, but too much driving.

Creative work - not much, started a Maya lesson, maybe that will click in finally.

Overall - jaw feels better, tinnitus is more and more irritating.  Nothing positive today, but nothing all that bad.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

Jan 23, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - it's becoming a very toxic place to be.

Creative work - posted the project and did a bit of painting.

Overall - it would be nice if things were good, but they aren't.  Nice feedback from the dental surgery folks.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

Jan 22, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.  Mostly irritating.

Creative work - nothing much.  Some creature ideas.  Still waiting for upload to finish.  (But better than with the old modem.)

Overall - hard to say.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, January 21, 2019

Jan 21, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - got a good finish to the project and started a reupload.

Overall - bought a new modem, which might help in the future.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, January 20, 2019

Jan 20, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work -  a little painting, otherwise waiting for YouTube for 2 days.

Overall - bad and terrible.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, January 19, 2019

Jan 19, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Sat, so no.  Might have to modify this.

Creative work - finished, I think, the new project.  And did some painting.  Both  are good.

Overall - don't ask.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, January 18, 2019

Jan 18, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - slow day, not very good.

Creative work - some re-dos on the ending.  Some painting, pretty good.

Overall - down, down, down.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, January 17, 2019

Jan 17, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes, damn it all to hell.

Paid work - yes, slow, but with a bonus.

Creative work - some stuff going toward the end.  Overall good, but...lacks closure.

Overall - very depressed.  Good things are happening, yes.  But depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Jan 16, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - since this is becoming a thing soon, yes.

Creative work - some good stuff, possibly project end.

Overall - I drink too much.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

Jan 15, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a bit.

Creative work - might have solved a couple of problems.

Overall - angry and depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, January 14, 2019

Jan 14, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yes,

Paid work - slow day, with some work done.

Creative work - nothing much, some trims, sound work attempted with no results.

Overall- don't ask.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, January 13, 2019

Jan 13, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some good stuff, still don't know about an ending.  Argh.

Overall: See you tomorrow.

Jan 12, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - no.

Creative work - some stuff.

Overall - you are all great and I love you.

See you tomorrow-ish.

Friday, January 11, 2019

Jan 11, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - yes, though there was a lot of reluctance.  Still, a yes is a yes.

Paid work - dead man coming through.

Creative work - quite a lot done for the new project, but still not an organic ending.

Overall - watching "Eternal Sunshine" whose message seems to be "it's stupid to care."

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, January 10, 2019

Jan 10, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - no, but tempted.

Paid work - another slow day, with bad news on top.  Oh well, should've expected it.

Creative work - some new directions worked on.

Overall - the bad outweighs the good, although at least there's been good here and there.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, January 9, 2019

Jan 9, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - slow, slow day.

Creative work - a lot of sound work, and a bit of animation.

Overall - another very good thing happened, so thank you for that.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 8, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - more audio work, some animation.

Overall - another good thing happened.  Mostly the day was eh, though.

See you tomorrow.  (Yes, it's after midnight.  I forgot.)

Monday, January 7, 2019

Jan 7, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yes, but it seems strangely ineffective.  Please either be one thing or the other.

Paid work - full day, though a slow one.

Creative work - lots of sound work done, and some work on what is close to the end of the story.

Overall - I am very depressed and very down and would like all this crap to end soon, thank you.

See you tomorrow.


Sunday, January 6, 2019

Jan 6, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Sunday, so  no.

Creative work - some good audio work.  Finally!

Overall - even the...no, can't go on.  Too much of a puppet.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, January 5, 2019

Jan 5, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Creative work - bits

Overall - damn it

 See you tomorrow

Friday, January 4, 2019

Jan 4, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.  Before you say anything--

Paid work - busy, irritating day.

Creative work - fixed the fracture issue, working on the rest.

Overall - it's weird how some few folks can make you feel there's hope.  But hope is a non operative word.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, January 3, 2019

Jan 3, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - a slow day.

Creative work - some good work on the project.  Getting into shape, at least preliminarily.  Haven't even started on sound.

Overall - every now and then, people can amaze you, in a good way.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

Jan 2, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - long, tiring day.  Lot of driving.

Creative work - trying to work out some issues.

Overall - I really can't let hope rear its head.  Good dinner with friend.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Jan 1, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - no.

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - a couple of scenes completed.

Overall - worry, anxiety.  I really don't see how this state ends well.

See you tomorrow.