Feb 28, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (46/13).

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - nothing much.

Overall - well, at least there was money for a moment.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 27, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - yes, (45/13)

Paid work - some stuff.

Creative work - some stuff.

Overall - sliding into the end.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 26, 2017 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (44/13)

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - some good animation on the new project.

Overall - dead inside.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 25, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yes, screw it.  (43/13)

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - some work done.

Overall - hard drive started making squealy noises, so I turned off the PC to reimage it.  Hence the lateness of this.

See you later tonight.

Feb 24, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (42/13)

Paid work - no for the usual reason.

Creative work - a bunch of stuff on the new project.

Overall - could have been worse.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 23, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (41/13)

Paid work - no.

Creative work - a little bit.

Overall - grey.

See you later tonight.

Feb 22, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - yes (40/13)

Paid work - a full dull day.

Creative work - fish things.

Overall - numb. 

See you tomorrow

Feb 21, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (39/13)

Paid work - slow day, but okay.

Creative work - some stuff on a new project.

Overall - stretch of nothingness forever.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 20, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (38/13)

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - some stuff on a possible project.

Overall - very depressed.

See you later tonight.

Feb 19, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - yes. (37/13)

Paid work - busy day, which is always good.

Creative work - some possible work on something.  Sounds vague, huh.

Overall - eh.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 18, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (36/13)

Paid work - state holiday.

Creative work - some PhotoShop stuff, but mostly out of ideas.

Overall - numb, and ill.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 17, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes 35/13

Paid work - no, holiday eve

Creative work - nothing much

Overall - the end

See you tomorrow

Feb 16, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (34/13)

Paid work - no.

Creative work - a bit on a project I'm not sure about.

Overall - blah.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 15, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.  33/13

Paid work - long dull day

Creative work - a little here and there

Overall - damn it

See you tomorrow

Feb 14, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - 32/13

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - something, not much

Overall - hate life

See  you tomorrow.

Feb 13, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - of course (31/13)

Paid work - couldn't due to family crap.

Creative work - some stuff on this possible project.

Overall - all dead.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 12, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - no (30/13)

Paid work - some.

Creative work - none.

Overall - have to do hospital duty, hence the early post.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 11, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (30/12)

Paid work - actually did some work.

Creative work - possible new project, some work done.

Overall - just when you think....

See you later tonight.

Feb 10, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (29/12)

Paid work - no, Sunday.

Creative work - started on a possible new project.  Testing.  Who knows.

Overall - things are.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 9, 2019 (sat)

Drinking - yes.  (28/12).  It's hard to fight that demon when he has so many friends.

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - nothing.  Stuck trying to create.

Overall - not too bad.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 8, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - no. (27/12)

Paid work - busy, tiring day.

Creative work - bit of tweaking on the snowman thing. 

Overall - tired, not looking forward. but otherwise neutral.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 7, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - no (27/11)

Paid work - irritating day.  No sense of planning or logistics.

Creative work - nothing as of now.  Exhausted.  Perhaps later, though I still have no ideas.

Overall - frustrated.  But pleased by one development.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 6, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - no (27/10)

Paid work - another long dull day.  A bit worrying.

Creative work - more training, some work on the Maya thing I started.

Overall - neutral but depressing.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 5, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - no. 27/9

Paid work - another excruciating day.

Creative work - nothing really.  Update:  built a snowman and a partial scene in Maya, not following a lesson.  It's pretty good but I still have learning to do.

Overall - hard to feel anything other than dread and despair.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 4, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - no. 27/8

Paid work - excruciating slow day.

Creative work - some reading, failed Maya practice.

Overall - not feeling good about anything.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 3, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yup. 27/7

Paid work - Sunday so no.

Creative work - more Maya exercises.

Overall - alone, uncertain, resources dwindling.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 2, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yup. 26/7

Paid work - Saturday, so no.  Might be changing.

Creative work - a bit of painting, more reading about Maya.

Overall - doesn't seem to be a way forward.

See you tomorrow.

Feb 1, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - yes. 25/7.

Paid work - discouraging day at the new place.  Thirty more miles.  Need to get my resume out there, but have no hope.

Creative work - some painting, some online courses.  Nothing significant.

Overall - everything slides downward.

See you tomorrow.