Saturday, August 31, 2019

Aug 31, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking -  Yes (162/81).  Not worried overmuch.

Paid work - Sat, so no.

Creative work - some good stuff on the project.

Overall - very tired most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, August 30, 2019

Aug 30, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking -  Yes (161/81).  Inevitable; at least it's the weekend.

Paid work - slow day, pretty dull. 

Creative work -  more work on finishing up, though the last scene has not been touched.  All there's still the audio to do.  Argh.  Some pretty decent animation stuff.

Overall -missed it by that much.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, August 29, 2019

Aug 29, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking -  no (160/81)

Paid work - okay day.

Creative work - more work on the project.  Wrapping up part one seems further and further away, but ironically I am getting closer.

Overall - depressed and pissed off.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

Aug 28, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking -  no (160/80)

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - some conceptualizing, work on larger figure.

Overall - very tired.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 27, 2019

Aug 27, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking -  no (160/79)

Paid work - long day

Creative work - some fixes and stages.

Overall - very down day.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, August 26, 2019

Aug 26, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking -  no (160/78)

Paid work - full day, slow.

Creative work - nothing.

Overall - blah day.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, August 25, 2019

Aug 25, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking -  yes (160/77)

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - nothing much.  Some fixes here and there.  Getting tired of it, honestly.

Overall - very depressed, no energy.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, August 24, 2019

Aug 24, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking -  yes (159/77)

Paid work - Sat, so no.

Creative work - shot some footage.  Worked on the project.  Lots of work on the project, coming along nicely, really.

Overall - felt blah and off all day.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, August 23, 2019

Aug 23, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking -  yes (158/77) damn

Paid work - more training, very interesting, well done.

Creative work - forest sequence, etc.

Overall - I don't know, feel numb (except need to drink).  SAME?

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, August 22, 2019

Aug 22, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking -  yes (157/77)

Paid work - more training.

Creative work - more work on the project.

Overall - meh.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 21, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking -  yes (156/77)

Paid work - more training.

Creative work - more file backup. But some work on "the journey" so that's good.

Overall - heavy sigh.  Heavier.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 20, 2019

Aug 20, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking -  yes (155/77)

Paid work - more training.  Kind of interesting.

Creative work - finally got the forest sequence the way I want it. Backup day.  (Overdue)

Overall - Mostly meh.  Not a lot of bright out there.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, August 19, 2019

Aug 19, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking -  yes (154/77)

Paid work - training class.  Pretty good but long.

Creative work - nothing.

Overall - okay.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, August 18, 2019

Aug 18, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking -  yes (153/77)

Paid work - Sunday so no.

Creative work - more footage, figured out what was wrong with the project (technically).

Overall - very down.  At least laundry got done.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, August 17, 2019

Aug 17, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking -  yes (152/77)

Paid work - Sat, so no.

Creative work - trying to fit the live action footage.

Overall - emptiness.  

See you tomorrow.

Friday, August 16, 2019

Aug 16, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking -  yes (151/77)

Paid work - slow day.

Creative Work - shot some footage, but not really usable.  Rendered "Walking Guy" finally, and "stabilized" some previously non-usable footage (we'll see).

Overall - felt pretty sick most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, August 15, 2019

Aug 15, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking -  yes (150/77) damn again

Paid work - slow day.

Creative work - another useless meeting.  Some project work.

Overall - angry all the time.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 14, 2019

Aug 14, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking -  yes (149/77) damn

Paid work - usual day

Creative work - more grunt work.

Overall - don't know.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 13, 2019

Aug 13, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking -  yes (148/77)

Paid work - had some time off early on.  For dentistry.

Creative work - still trying to get a blank background

Overall - Heavy sigh.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, August 12, 2019

Aug 12, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking -  yes (147/77)

Paid work - slow day, damned shirts arrived.  Never seen someone so animated.

Creative work - frustrating, trying to create transparent background.

Overall - everything is tiring.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, August 11, 2019

Aug 11, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking -  yes (146/77)

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some good stuff here and there, but a wall appears.

Overall - felt ill most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, August 10, 2019

Aug 10, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking -  yes (145/77)

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - made some tree shadows for the experiment.  Shot some footage for the same experiment, who knows if it'll work.

Overall - drinking yes should be a clue.

See you tomorrow.

Friday, August 9, 2019

Aug 9, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking -  no (144/77)

Paid work - some early stuff, then dull. 

Creative work - nothing.

Overall - I don't know.

See you tomorrow

Thursday, August 8, 2019

Aug 8, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking -  yes (144/76)

Paid work - dull day.

Creative work - a bit here and there.

Overall - there are some scenarios that are too fictional.

See you tomorrow.

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

Aug 7, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking -  no (143/76)

Paid work - okay day, slow, boring.

Creative work - a little bit.

Overall - long drawn-out sigh.

See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 6, 2019

Aug 6, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking -  no (143/75)

Paid work - pretty slow day.

Creative work - some good detail work.

Overall - glad to be not drinking.

See you tomorrow.

Monday, August 5, 2019

Aug 5, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking -  yes (143/74)

Paid work - very slow and dull day.

Creative work - some good project stuff.

Overall - I am just damned angry and depressed all the time.

See you tomorrow.

Sunday, August 4, 2019

Aug 4, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking -  yes (142/74)

Paid work - no, Sunday

Creative work - some good stuff on the project.

Overall - things I wish.  Felt ill most of the day.  Then felt trapped.

See you tomorrow.

Saturday, August 3, 2019

Aug 3, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking -  yes (141/74)

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some very good stuff on the project.

Overall - damn it to hell, why can't I--

See you tomorrow.

Friday, August 2, 2019

Aug 2, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking -  no (140/74)

Paid work - okay day, slow.

Creative work - face work on project, looks nice.

Overall - could be worse.

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, August 1, 2019

Aug 1, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking -  yes (140/73)

Paid work - an okay day

Creative work - some good project work, kind of a useless meeting.

Overall - very depressed about everything.

See you tomorrow.