Oct 31, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (210/94).

Paid work - decent day, depressing though.

Creative work - lots of sound work done on the project. Nice stuff.

Overall - can't care.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 30, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (209/94).  Damn.

Paid work - an okay day, lots of driving in the rain, but learned some things.

Creative work - a LOT of sound work on the never-ending project.  Very pleased.

Overall - I don't know.  Occasional good with overall bad.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 29, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (208/94).

Paid work - an okay day.

Creative work - some audio work.  Good, may not be usable.

Overall - spiraling out of control.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 28, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (207/94).

Paid work - an okay day.

Creative work - some recording, interesting stuff, not sure how useful.

Overall - not a terrible day.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 27,2019 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (206/94).

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some recordings, mostly not very good.  Some audio work, also not very good.

Overall - meh.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 26, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (205/94).

Paid work - Sat, so no.

Creative work - some good sound recordings.

Overall - depressed about drinking but I fear cannot be stopped.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 25, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (204/94).

Paid work - a decent day.

Creative work - good sound work on the never-ending project.  Might actually complete!

Overall - nice to meet with friends, sad to be drinking.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 24, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (203/94).

Paid work - decent if somewhat slow day.

Creative work - finished the tiny project.

Overall - hard to tell.  Not very good, but not terrible.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 23, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (203/93).

Paid work - an okay day.

Creative work - working on the stupid project.

Overall - some stuff that should be alarming, health-wise, but I don't care.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 22, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (202/93).

Paid work - an OK day.

Creative work - some graphic stuff for a minor thing, dreading sound work to come.

Overall - better than yesterday, at least there's that.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 21, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (201/93). DAMN IT.

Paid work - home sick.

Creative work - finished the animation and timing for the Big Project, and did some sound work as well.

Overall - pretty ill most of the day, disturbed about the drinking.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 20, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - No (200/93).

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - finished up on the animation for the big project.  Now I have to edit, and of course there's sound to be added.

Overall - feel really sick.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 19, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (200/92).

Paid work - Sat, so no.

Creative work - finished the animation bit.

Overall - ill most of the day,

See you tomorrow.

Oct 18, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (199/92).

Paid work - an okay day.

Creative work - some nice animation on the finale for part one.

Overall - I've had worse.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 17, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (198/92).

Paid work - decent day.  No real complaints.

Creative work - working on the finale of part one.

Overall - hard to say.  Miserable, but feel the end is coming soon, so who cares.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 16th, S019 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (197/92).

Paid work - an okay day

Creative work - work on the long project.

Overall - argh, I don't know.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 15, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (196/92).

Paid work - mostly dull or irritating.

Creative work - searching for sound, and some graphics for a future project.  Like I need one.

Overall - very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 14, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (195/92).

Paid work - mostly irritating, waiting for others.

Creative work - trying to find sounds

Overall -  felt ill most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 13, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (194/92).

Paid work - Sun so no.

Creative work - nothing much.  Conceptualizing.

Overall - feel crappy like my life is wasting away.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 12, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (193/92).

Paid work - Sat so no.

Creative work - None.

Overall - argh

Oct 11, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (192/92).  Everyone knew it couldn't last.

Paid work - mostly frustrating, largely slow.

Creative work - some creature work.

Overall - sometimes you win, mostly you lose.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 10, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (191/92).

Paid work - mostly frustrating or dull.

Creative work - some stuff.

Overall - still not happy.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 9, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - No (191/91).

Paid work - very tiring day.

Creative work - some work on the small project, ideas for the big one.

Overall - feel unmoored to anything.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 8, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - No (191/90).

Paid work - mostly frustrating day.

Creative work - long backup failed, so doing a manual.

Overall - very irritated, very miserable.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 7, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - No (191/89).

Paid work - mostly irritating.

Creative work - nothing.

Overall - very down.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 6, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (191/88).

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - backup day.  Been about six weeks, so it was time.  Some PNG stuff.

Overall - mostly miserable.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 5, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (190/88).

Paid work - Sat, so no.

Creative work - shadow work for the Project

Overall - depressed, sad, angry...whatever

See you tomorrow.

Oct 4, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (189/88).

Paid work - a half good/half bad day.

Creative work - some creature refinements, some spaceship refinements.

Overall - caught in fate's grip.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 3, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (188/88).

Paid work - mostly tiring.

Creative work - creature design, and some new plotting for the Difficult Project.

Overall - mostly exhausted.

Oct 2, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (187/88).

Paid work - pretty slow day, but no boss so much more relaxing.

Creative work -more creature design.

Overall - irritated and depressed.

See you tomorrow.