Dec 31, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (232/133)  

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - nothing at all. 

In the interim - backup day.  Almost forgot.

Overall - well, the end of the year.  

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 30, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (231/133)  

Paid work - decent day.  Lots of driving.

Creative work - nothing

In the interim - looking outward, or at least trying to.

Overall - oh well.

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 29, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (230/133)  

Paid work - typical day.  Not too bad.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - damn about that Yes.

Overall - oh well.

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 28, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (229/133)  

Paid work - mostly slow.  Some work.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - still mostly tired, and the tooth is bugging me.

Overall - okay I guess.  

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 27, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (229/132)  

Paid work - mostly slow, especially in the afternoon.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - felt off and a bit angry.

Overall - still going.

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 26, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (229/131)  

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - glad to wake up sober.  Tired most of the day.

Overall - decent day.

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 25, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - No (229/130)  Somewhere I miscounted the days, so I'm adding one to the Yes column as that's probably where it was.

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - nothing much.  Watched some tutorials.

In the interim - glad to get a No.  Good Christmas meal.  

Overall - mostly off the whole day.  Bored.

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 24, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (228/129)

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - learning more about Blender.

In the interim - nothing much today.

Overall - tooth pain comes and goes.

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 23, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (227/129)

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - nothing much.

Overall - oops.

See you later today.  

Dec 22, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (226/129)

Paid work - some stuff done.

Creative work - more tutorials, including some really good ones.

In the interim - they didn't pull the tooth, and I agreed with them.

Overall - yeah.

See you tomorrow.  

Dec 21, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (225/129)

Paid work - really busy day.  But should be quiet tomorrow.

Creative work - separating the stuff from the "Island" thing from yesterday.  Will it go anywhere?  Who knows, though I can kind of see it being interesting...and leading nowhere (so far)

In the interim - tomorrow the oral surgeon.

Overall - don't know.

See you tomorrow.    

Dec 20, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (224/129)

Paid work - pretty busy day.  More tomorrow.

Creative work - some work on "something" who knows.

In the interim - made an appointment with the oral surgeon.  Toothache comes and goes.

Overall - another black day.

See you tomorrow.    

Dec 19, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (223/129)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some dumb work on the cat thing.  

In the interim - toothache comes and goes.  What the hell.

Overall - great phone call.

See you tomorrow.    

Dec 18, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (222/129)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - nothing much, some cat animation.

In the interim - returned the cat box and got my glasses fixed.  Toothache is in full flower.

Overall - doesn't matter.

See you tomorrow.    

Dec 17, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (221/129)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Some stuff.  Too tired.

Creative work - watched some tutorials, did a bit of cat art (not sure why).

In the interim - toothache seems to be coming in full time.  Very vivid dreams last night.

Overall - tired a lot.

See you tomorrow.     

Dec 16, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (221/128)

Paid work - slow day.  A couple of things done.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - tooth ache comes and goes.

Overall - another No, that's good.

See you tomorrow.     

Dec 15, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (221/127)

Paid work - more late afternoon work.  Pretty tiring.

Creative work - nothing.  No ideas at all.

In the interim - paid some bills.  Paid for gas, renewed my Sams Club thing.  Teeth ache, damn it.

Overall - glad to finally get a No.

See you tomorrow.     

Dec 14, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (221/126)

Paid work - very slow.  Some phone calls.  Yawn.

Creative work - nothing.  Scanned a bunch of slides.

In the interim - nothing.

Overall - nothing new.

See you tomorrow.     

Dec 13, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (220/126)

Paid work - late day work, pretty good achievement.

Creative work - some experimenting with Blender.

In the interim - damn it, another yes.  Other than that, lousy day.

Overall - lousy day.

See you tomorrow.     

Dec 12, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (219/126)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - experimenting with Affinity Photo.

In the interim - yeah, yeah, drinking again.

Overall - is this life from now on?

See you tomorrow.    

Dec 11, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (218/126)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - nothing.  Not even dumb ideas.

In the interim - sick most of the day.  But that didn't stop me, did it?

Overall - damn it.

See you tomorrow.     

Dec 10, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (217/126)

Paid work - typical day.  Got some stuff fixed, mostly slow.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - Watch Party!  Lots of fun.

Overall - oh well.

See you tomorrow.    

Dec 9, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (216/126)

Paid work - typical day.  Not much.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - it will end when it ends, I guess.  Scanner works great, so there's that.

Overall - forlorn.

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 8, 2021 (Wed)

 Drinking - Yes (215/126)

Paid work - mostly slow

Creative work - doing something which will probably go nowhere.

In the interim - bought gas, as usual on Wednesday.

Overall - I don't know.

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 7, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (214/126)

Paid work - mostly dull.

Creative work -  nothing.  New programs to learn.

In the interim -  damn it.

Overall - Damn it.

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 6, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (213/126)

Paid work - late afternoon work, moving equipment and plugging it in.

Creative work -  nothing.  Some audio stuff, going nowhere.

In the interim - felt really sick this morning.  

Overall - why can't I learn.

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 5, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (212/126)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - nothing really.  Trying to think of a new project, nothing comes to mind.  

In the interim - glad I got my errands done yesterday, as today I was too tired.

Overall - drinking kills.  

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 4, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (211/126)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some audio ideas, which will probably go nowhere, but hey...

In the interim - got a lot of stuff done today, which was great.  Not expecting anything tomorrow.

Overall - the Yes was not unexpected, didn't even fight, really.

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 3, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (210/126)

Paid work - semi-busy day.  Left early due to exhaustion.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - got the new massager.  Felt nice.  Apparently it immediately died afterwards.

Overall - nice to get a Friday No.

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 2, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (210/125)

Paid work - very busy day, lots of hard physical work.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - not really much outside work today.

Overall - really tired now.

See you tomorrow.   

Dec 1, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (210/124)

Paid work - mostly slow, with a couple of bursts.  Not looking forward to tomorrow.

Creative work - decided that the project was done, and I uploaded it.  Two views without alerting anyone!

In the interim - glad the project is done, now I need to take some time to think of the next one.

Overall - very tired these days.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 30, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (210/123)

Paid work - not much work, but a very irritating day.  Some people can not plan projects.

Creative work - I think the project is done and ready to go.  Want to watch a couple more times.

In the interim - nice to get another No.

Overall - good pie.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 29, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (210/122)

Paid work - mostly slow, with a couple of things done.

Creative work - I think the project is finished.  Need to watch a couple more times.

In the interim - sick all day, vomiting twice.  But got a No.

Overall - Again, glad for a No.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 28, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (210/121)

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - I think I have an ending, plus some timing work.

In the interim - holidays are boring nothings where I drink too much.

Overall - explosions.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 27, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (209/121)

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - working on the ending, good progress.

In the interim - a good day, until the Yes part.

Overall - damn.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 26, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (208/121)

Paid work - day after Thanksgiving, so no.

Creative work - I think I have an ending I like.  Worked on that a bit.

In the interim - very glad to finally get a No.

Overall - Tomorrow will probably be back to Yes.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 25, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (208/120)

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - nothing really.  The ending for the project eludes me.

In the interim - had a pretty nice meal, stir-fry and stuffing.

Overall - not a bad day overall, but I need something to fill the hours.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 24, 2021 (Wed)

 Drinking - Yes (207/120)

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - trimmed the project a bit, and started working on the ending--at least a part of it.

In the interim - OK, Adobe Animate is stupid and horrible.  Looking at alternatives.

Overall - could be worse.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 23, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (206/120)

Paid work - mostly slow, busy toward the end.

Creative work - I think the sound is done for what is finished.

In the interim - .still need an ending.  Damn, where is the ending?

Overall - sorry about Yes.  Oh well.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 22, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (205/120)

Paid work - not a bad day, though mostly slow.

Creative work - I think I have the final sound mix in place.  (Still no ending though.)

In the interim - damn about the drinking.  Also, signed up for Adobe CC which depressed me.

Overall - everything seems empty.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 21, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (204/120)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some more sound work.  Getting close, still no ending though.

In the interim - felt sick and off all day (not surprising).

Overall - could be worse I guess.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 20, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (203/120)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some good sound stuff.

In the interim - hey it's Saturday

Overall - way too hard to type

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 19, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (203/120)

Paid work - very slow day, very tiring

Creative work - some sound work.

In the interim - made and ate dinner, first time in a long time.

Overall - oh well about the Yes.

See you tomorrow.   

Nov 18, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (202/120)

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - more sound work.  Coming along (except for the ending).

In the interim - finally chopped up the stuff I bought a few days ago.  Tomorrow I'll cook it up.

Overall - very tired these days.

See you tomorrow.  

Nov 17, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (202/119)

Paid work - as mentioned yesterday, afternoon-evening work was delayed from today.

Creative work - sound work mostly.  Still no real idea about an ending.  Well, nothing definitive.

In the interim - TV stand arrived, assembled and mounted.  About time, too.

Overall - world is depressing.

See you tomorrow.  

Nov 17, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (202/118)

Paid work - pretty slow day.  Boss in today.  Afternoon work on Wednesday was delayed.

Creative work - lots of sound work.  Getting there.  Flash throws a weird error when I add sound (I think that's what causes it).

In the interim - saw two very pretty cats.

Overall - not at all pleased with the state of the world.

See you tomorrow. 

Nov 15, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (202/117)

Paid work - mostly slow but got some stuff.

Creative work - a lot of sound work.  The water sounds are all in.  Still haven't finished the ending, though.  Also got some nice atmosphere work done.

In the interim - not a bad day overall, I guess.

Overall - happy to get another No.

See you tomorrow. 

Nov 14, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (202/116)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - felt off all day, though not as sick as usual after a Saturday.  Decided to buy some real groceries.

Overall - glad to get a No.  Hopefully this won't be the only one, but who knows.

See you tomorrow. 

Nov 13, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (202/115)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - nothing much.  Looked over the sound I'd done.  Still needs something.  Also: mounted the image of the old PC to rescue the "Music" files that I'd forgotten to copy over.  So they're back.  And I got some good audio work on the project, so there's that.

In the interim - set up the new TV, only to find the shelf was too short by a couple of inches.  So it's on the floor for the moment.

Overall - really wanted not to drink, but it was not to be.  Damn it.

See you tomorrow. 

Nov 12, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (201/115)

Paid work - very slow day.  Fixed a screen, and the user never showed up.

Creative work - some good sound work.  Also, some really bad sound work.

In the interim - TV arrived today, far earlier than they said.  Looks good, and is very light, but gotta get a stand for it.  What the heck.

Overall - not a terrible day.  Intended to NOT drink, and you can see how that worked out.

See you tomorrow. 

Nov 11. 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (200/115)

Paid work - not today, Veteran's Day.

Creative work - some sound stuff, finally.  Actually pretty good.

In the interim - took a walk.  Felt ill.  Drank anyway.

Overall - the whole thing is a plot/

See you tomorrow.

Nov 10, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (199/115)

Paid work - pretty busy for the most part.  Lots of stuff done.

Creative work - some interesting animation stuff for the finale.  Don't know if it will be used. 

In the interim - yeah, drinking.

Overall - Never stop being ill, I guess.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 9, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (198/115)

Paid work - lots of driving.  Very tiring driving.

Creative work - no ideas.  May start working on sound.

In the interim - ordered the damn TV.

Overall - damn it all.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 8, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (197/115)

Paid work - fairly busy, some good stuff.

Creative work - nothing.  Really stuck on the ending.  Did some creature introduction, maybe, maybe...

In the interim - don't know why.

Overall - very sad.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 7, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (196/115)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - got some stuff worked out.  Still need to get it all together somehow.  More work, and some ideas.

In the interim - didn't feel too ill, but I don't like how this is starting.

Overall - more stuff dying.  Hard to care.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 6, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (195/115)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - new Vegas.  Looks a lot like the old, but much smoother in appearance.  Fixed a couple of things that bothered me--reimaged the mountain scene, and re-did the cave river.

In the interim - new computer up and going.  So far so good, we'll see.  Fired up the new Vegas and reset the video clips (with a bit of a bump) and it all seems to be working well.  Still haven't plugged up most of the components but there's time.

Overall - it's Saturday, so the Yes was inevitable.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 5, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (194/115)

Paid work - busy in kind of bursts.

Creative work -gathering elements for the final scene.

In the interim - copied everything to the network drive, and made an image of the Windows 7 PC.

Overall - off all day, and feet feel strange.

See you tomorrow.

 

Nov 4, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (194/114)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work -nothing.

In the interim - got to get a handle on this.

Overall - nice to get a No.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 3, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (194/113)

Paid work - more driving, and a pretty busy morning.  Got very ill and had to leave.

Creative work - some very nice work toward the end.

In the interim - gas day tonight.

Overall - damn it.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 2, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (193/113)

Paid work - very busy morning.  Very busy all day, in fact.

Creative work - did more work on the river tunnel.  Looks good, but needs side shadows.  Which I added, and reversed the water, and it looks ready to be added.  Still need an ending.

In the interim - it's almost automatic now.  Hope I can put the brakes on.

Overall - tired and ill.

See you tomorrow.

 

Nov 1, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (192/113)

Paid work - lots of driving

Creative work - some expansion of the cave thing, and animation.

In the interim - getting out of control again.

Overall - and probably tonight.

See you later today.

 

Oct 31, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (191/113)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - rendered the work so far...with the idea of opening it on the new PC.

In the interim - felt ill and tired all day, of course.  Got the laundry done at least.

Overall - actually had some trick-or-treaters.  First time in at least a decade!

See you tomorrow.

Oct 30, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (190/113)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - putting the blue ball into the film where it should work.  And so far, it does.

In the interim - everything is empty.

Overall - not surprised by anything anymore.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 29, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (189/113)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work - nothing.  Need a rest.  Need more rest.  It will come, or it won't.

In the interim - payday today. 

Overall - forgot about backup time.  So, it's backup time.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 28, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (188/113)

Paid work - somewhat over busy as the day went on.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - tiring day.

Overall - very tired all the time now.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 27, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (188/112)

Paid work - mostly slow day.

Creative work -also a mostly slow day.

In the interim -filled up with gas, got some supplies.

Overall - riding in neutral.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 26, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (188/111)

Paid work - very slow.

Creative work - some ideas on an ending.  And a bit of work.

In the interim - the world gets more worrisome by the hour.

Overall - feel like static.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 25, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (188/110)

Paid work - mostly slow, with some work here and there.

Creative work - closing in on having the (visuals) done.  Some fun stuff.

In the interim - more medicine.  Prices keep going up.  Can't last much longer.

Overall - in neutral.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 24, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (188/109)

Paid work - not on Sunday (though that might change)

Creative work - some bits.  Not a lot.

In the interim - not terribly sick today, but very tired.

Overall - got sicker later in the evening.  Good phone call though short.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 23, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (188/108)

Paid work - not on Saturday (though that might change)

Creative work - some very good work on getting this thing done.

In the interim - no one understands what creativity is.

Overall - Yeah, didn't like the Yes but there it is.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 22, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (187/108)

Paid work - not bad, busy in the morning and a lot of driving.

Creative work -  some more animation.

In the interim - watch party tonight!

Overall - worried and tired.

See you tomorrow.

 

Oct 21, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (187/107)

Paid work - mostly slow.  A couple of calls and some training.

Creative work - some detail work.  Not bad.  Still need to start on sound.

In the interim - kept new PC on and power did not go out.  Maybe the old power strip was it.

Overall - feeling more and more helpless.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 20, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (187/106)

Paid work - an okay day. 

Creative work - some bits, nothing much.

In the interim - all I can say is argh.

Overall - ill all the time.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 19, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (186/106)

Paid work - largely slow.

Creative work - some sound organizing.

In the interim - weather is starting to get colder.

Overall - back to the grind.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 18, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (185/106)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Expected an onboarding but they didn't show up.

Creative work - more detail work.

In the interim - prices going up all over.

Overall - depressed.  Didn't expect the Yes.

See you tomorrow.

 

Oct 17, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (184/106)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some good stuff on the ending sequence. 

In the interim - did not feel sick all day--weird.  Maybe because I ate a lot?  Also, I installed more software on the new PC.  Getting there.

Overall - the Yes surprised me.  I don't know how that happened.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 16, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (183/106)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - Some finishing stuff, and some redos.  Plus, an idea for the end which works well!

In the interim - not sick enough from yesterday to prevent today.  But met a great cat!

Overall - tomorrow is coming.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 15, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (182/106)

Paid work -  fairly busy, someone what irritating.  On balance okay but tiring.

Creative work - nothing really.  AC on the new PC (maybe).

In the interim - payday, got some bills done.

Overall - new PC is the power culprit?

See you tomorrow.

Oct 14, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (181/106)

Paid work - short day, with lots of driving.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - overall day was nothing special.

Overall - numbness.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 13, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (181/105)

Paid work - long day, lots of driving.  Not bad.

Creative work - nothing.  Need a break, I think.

In the interim - court appearance for tomorrow put off.

Overall - got gas, got medicine.  So, "okay."

See you tomorrow.

Oct 12, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (181/104)

Paid work - mostly slow, with a couple of things in the morning. 

Creative work - finished most of what I had planned up until the ending...which isn't started at all.

In the interim - prices going up, everything scarce.  Terrible, terrible world--made so by terrible, terrible people.

Overall - tired of stuff. 

See you tomorrow.

Oct 11, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (181/103)

Paid work - slow, then frantic, off and on.

Creative work - some more detailing.  Working toward the ending.  Some good stuff.

In the interim - court date might get pushed out.

Overall - just stuck, it seems.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 10, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (181/102)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - small bits.  Nothing much.

In the interim - again, ill all day long. 

Overall - drifting.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 9, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (181/101)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - trying to figure out the entry/exit stuff for the mausoleum.  And got some detail stuff done.  Looks good.

In the interim - sick because of last night.  Will that repeat tonight and tomorrow?

Overall - Answer: yes.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 8, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (180/101)

Paid work - okay day.  Got some stuff done.

Creative work - bits.  Organization. 

In the interim - watch party tonight! Which was fun!

Overall - very tired all day.  Wasn't expecting the Yes but there it is.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 7, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (179/101)

Paid work - an okay day, some frustrations but otherwise eh, there it was.

Creative work - getting bridge stuff done.  Looks good, and liking the additions.

In the interim - ordered a new computer.  We'll see.  Tomorrow is watch party!

Overall - still feel blank, when I don't feel dark.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 6, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (179/100)

Paid work - very busy day, and very tiring.  Not too bad though.

Creative work - first two minutes or so look really good.  Need to get the POV underground now.  Working on that.  Also, the blue ball should come back as a link.

In the interim - got gasoline, more soda.  Not a bad home day.

Overall - tired and kind of blank.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 5, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (179/99)

Paid work - an okay day, got some stuff done, at least I know it's not me.

Creative work - more work on this transition thing.  Done that.  Hope to go a bit faster soon.

In the interim - things going along.

Overall - kind of numb.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 4, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (179/98)  

Paid work - okay day, busy in the beginning and got some stuff done.

Creative work - quite a bit coming along.

In the interim - seems like everything is slipping away.

Overall - worried a lot.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 3, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (179/97)  

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some minor work.  Too ill otherwise.

In the interim - very sick again, all day.  Really need to change my habits.

Overall - tomorrow is another day.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 2, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (179/96)  

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - fixed a bit in the video that bothered me.  Looks much better.  Working on a "panorama" to save background work.  Who knows?  Might work.

In the interim - backup day.  Apparently I haven't backed up since July.  All going well.

Overall - really tired all day, and not surprised by the "Yes" which I expected yesterday.

See you tomorrow.

Oct 1, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (178/96)  

Paid work - busy and very frustrating day.

Creative work - some more buildings to ruin.

In the interim -tempted to do a Yes, but didn't.

Overall - very tired again, all day.

See you tomorrow.

 

Sept 30, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (178/95)  

Paid work - very busy and very irritating.

Creative work - detail work.  Broken buildings.

In the interim - just dragging.  New month tomorrow.

Overall - cat getting closer.

See you tomorrow.

 

Sept 29, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (178/94)  

Paid work - mostly irritating, but a full day.

Creative work - some little stuff here and there.

In the interim - kind of losing gas on this.

Overall - just drifting.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 28, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (178/93)  

Paid work - fairly tiring (lots of driving) but got some stuff done.

Creative work - some stuff with the opening, animated and converted.  Getting close on that sequence.

In the interim - world keeps disintegrating.  Thank you, stupid human race.

Overall - depressed and tired.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 27, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (178/92)  

Paid work - somewhat busy day.  Got the van back, finally.  And first work with the store.

Creative work - bits here and there.  Some progress for animation.

In the interim - world just keeps getting worse.

Overall - hard to say.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 26, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (178/91)  

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - sick all day.  Good phone call, though.

Overall - cat tree arrived.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 25, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (178/90)  

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some good stuff on the opening, might be pretty atmospheric after all.

In the interim - got what I wanted to do done, which wasn't much.  Otherwise, another Saturday.

Overall - of course today is a Yes. 

See you tomorrow.

 

Sept 24, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (177/90)  

Paid work - very slow.

Creative work - got some stuff which I like for the "opening."  Some test animation.

In the interim - fun party-thing online watching a bad movie (War of the God Monsters).

Overall - feel positive, especially the above.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 23, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (177/89)  

Paid work - not too bad, mostly slow though.

Creative work - did some scene work here and there.  Work on the beginning (maybe).

In the interim - returned the camera that refused to connect.

Overall - days go by.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 22, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (177/88)  

Paid work - not too bad, mostly slow though.

Creative work - did some rendering and assembling.  Around 3 minutes, and nothing dull yet.  Still more to come, though.  Did some scene work here and there.

In the interim - gas day today.

Overall - not normal anyhow.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 21, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (177/87)  

Paid work - mostly irritating day.  But got some stuff done.

Creative work - some work.  Going along.

In the interim - days are all grey.

Overall - feeling a countdown.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 20, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (177/86)  

Paid work - boss was in.  Did a few things, an okay day.

Creative work - a tiny sequence animated.

In the interim - still feel the remnants of yesterday.

Overall - things never change for the better.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 19, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (177/85)  

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - extremely sick today.  Taking out the garbage taxed me.

Overall - really should try to do better.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 18, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (177/84)  

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - detail stuff, kind of good, but--

In the interim - got the errands I wanted to do, done.  That's an achievement.

Overall - It's always this.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 17, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (176/84)  

Paid work - fairly busy day, off and on. 

Creative work - trying to salvage the project, but feels like pushing uphill.  I do like what I've done, though.

In the interim - thought the Yes would happen, and didn't resist much.

Overall - ordering things to return them.  And, I am alone.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 16, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (175/84)  

Paid work - decent day.  Got some stuff done.

Creative work - watched "Part One" last night...and found it really dull.  Which might be overfamiliarity, but it's making me rethink things.

In the interim - not sure where to go with this stuff.

Overall - depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 15, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (175/83)  

Paid work - quite a bit of work done. 

Creative work - thinking it's time to chop it in half and start working on sound.

In the interim - payday at least.  Bill day too.

Overall - very lazy today.

See you tomorrow.

 

Sept 14, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (175/82)  

Paid work -more bothersome than good.  Got some stuff done.  More tomorrow.

Creative work - more trivia.  More wheel spinning.

In the interim - this tiredness...gotta shake this.

Overall - it goes.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 13, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (175/81)  

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - also very slow day.

In the interim - more looking at cat stuff.

Overall - directionless.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 12, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (175/80)  

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - practically nothing.  But have thought about making two parts.

In the interim - very very sick today, after last night.  Why isn't this a lesson?

Overall - barely left the house.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 11, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (175/79)  

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - lots of good stuff

In the interim - paid the apartment pet fee.  We'll see what comes from that.

Overall - confused

See you tomorrow.

Sept 10, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (174/79)  

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work - good work on the second drillhead sequence.

In the interim - some decent work.

Overall - still tired, but nice to have a No Friday.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 9, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (174/78)  

Paid work - bit of work. 

Creative work - lots of little bits here and there.  Almost have the "city" section done.  Getting closer.

In the interim - world keeps getting worse.

Overall - sleep cycle still off.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 8, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (174/77)  

Paid work - very slow day.  Some stuff done, but not much.

Creative work - working on animation, looks good.  Needs some detail work.

In the interim -just feel like everything gets more and more pointless.

Overall - really tired throughout the day.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 7, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (174/76)  

Paid work - pretty slow day.

Creative work - got some stuff done.  Might finally be done with the one section (minus animating it).

In the interim - the world just seems to get worse and worse.

Overall - I dream about rain a lot.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 6, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (174/75)  

Paid work - not today, Labor Day is a state holiday.

Creative work -some progress

In the interim - very depressed today. 

Overall - very boring day.  Holidays always are.

See you tomorrow.

 

Sept 5, 2021(Sun)

Drinking - Yes (174/74)  

Paid work - not on Sunday.  

Creative work - some very minor stuff.

In the interim - again, mostly ill but not as bad as last week for some reason.

Overall - starting to feel lost again.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 4, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (173/74)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some good stuff

In the interim - I don't know why

Overall -too many defeatist toys.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 3, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (172/74)

Paid work - very slow day.  Tested some monitors.

Creative work - quite a bit done, transition part is coming together.

In the interim - I should pet-proof the place before paying pet fee.  Started a bit...

Overall - glad to get a Friday No.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 2, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (172/73)

Paid work - fairly slow, but got some stuff done.

Creative work - more work on the transition stuff.  I think I've got another one.

In the interim - glad to be working.  I would love to break this sleep thing though.

Overall - really tired all day today.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 1, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (172/72)

Paid work - very, very slow.  Did some stuff, though.

Creative work - good progress, plus some "maybe" work.

In the interim - another day passes.

Overall - really tired today.

See you tomorrow.

August 31, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (172/71)

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - more wheel spinning.  Interesting stuff, just not sure I can use it.  Update: think I have something I can use.

In the interim - rainy day, very tired. Power went out, but no problems rebooting.

Overall - some day I'll be less tired.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 30, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (172/70)

Paid work - slow but not bad.

Creative work - some work on "transition" stuff.  Still feel I'm spinning wheels.

In the interim - new work phone, already causing problems.

Overall - an okay day.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 29, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (172/69)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - very little, because -

In the interim - -really sick all day, because of last night.  Good phone call, and sober for it.

Overall - learning, how does that work.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 28, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (172/68)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some work, some ideas about a possible end.

In the interim - spent most of the day exhausted.  Expect the same for tomorrow.

Overall - If I were a better person...

See you tomorrow.

Aug 27, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (171/68)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Not bad, though.

Creative work - some work on the "coliseum" bit.  Plus some more good stuff.

In the interim - might go off the wagon tonight.  Temptation is high.

Overall - couldn't help it, just wanted it too much.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 26, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (170/68)

Paid work - busy first half, slow second half.

Creative work - some detail work on the city stuff.

In the interim - still feel adrift.  And tired.

Overall - wonder if I'll ever feel awake?

See you tomorrow.

Aug 25, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (170/67)

Paid work - short day but got some stuff done.

Creative work - some more "inner world" stuff.

In the interim - periodontist appointment.  The usual torture, but no bill (yet).

Overall - Dr. Pepper is good.  Can't help that.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 24, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (170/66)

Paid work - lots of driving.

Creative work - thinking I should do something short, since the project is taking so long.  Not sure what, though.

In the interim - car making somewhat alarming noises.

Overall - very tired.  Also sad and angry.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 23, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (170/65)

Paid work - decent day.  Got some stuff done.

Creative work - some work here and there on transitional scenes.

In the interim - still pretty tired these days.

Overall - eh, not bad.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 22, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (170/64)

Paid work - not on Sunday, no.

Creative work - basically nothing.

In the interim - spent most of the day recovering from last night.  Not as ill as before.

Overall - really tired all day today.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 21, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (170/63)

Paid work - not on Saturday, no.

Creative work - because of the Yes, working on something else.  But did do some stuff for the Proj.

In the interim - expecting the Yes.

Overall - not looking forward to tomorrow.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 20, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (169/63)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Not bad, got some stuff done, though.

Creative work - I think the drill-head sequence is done.  Looks good, but we'll see.  Back into unknown territory.

In the interim -well, it's the weekend.  At least it was a No Friday.

Overall - really tired today.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 19, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (169/62)

Paid work - pretty busy day.

Creative work - some work done, problems solved.  Moving forward.

In the interim - really exhausted after work.

Overall - eh.  Could be worse.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 18, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (169/61)

Paid work - not a bad day.  Got some stuff done.

Creative work - some ideas...which lead to problems...but I think I fixed them.

In the interim - parking getting crowded.

Overall - at least the sodas are sugar free.  And the medicine cost nothing today.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 17, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (169/60)

Paid work - decent day, somewhat busy first half, slow second half.

Creative work - I think I'm getting where I want to be in the "ruins" section.

In the interim - miserable wet rainy day, with stupid traffic.

Overall - generally tired...again.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 16, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (169/59)

Paid work - kind of slow, but did some stuff.

Creative work -some good work, some possible fixes.

In the interim - kind of losing steam.

Overall - rainy.

See you tomorrow.

Aug, 15, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (169/58)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - not a lot.

In the interim - spent most of the day recovering from last night.

Overall - very tired again.  Glad to get a No.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 14, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (169/57)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some good stuff

In the interim - not unexpected

Overall - oh wow

See you tomorrow.

Aug 13, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (168/57)

Paid work - not bad, finished receiving, did a few things.  Mostly slow.

Creative work - some objects to be used in various ways during the "tomb" sequence.

In the interim - glad to get a Friday No.

Overall - another power failure.  Also, tired again.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 12, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (168/56)

Paid work - decent day, lots of cataloging. 

Creative work - trying to find a direction.

In the interim - things seem to be speeding toward the end.

Overall - still tired.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 11, 2021 (Weds)

Drinking - No (168/55)

Paid work - pretty busy, lots of work done.

Creative work - nothing much.

In the interim - limbo, but a kind of a depressing one.

Overall - really tired today.

See you tomorrow.

 

Aug 10, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (168/54)

Paid work - lots of driving, people not knowing anything, more driving.  Then a lot of PCs show up.

Creative work - nothing really.  Still trying to come up with ideas.

In the interim - really glad to get a No.  Yesterday was scary.

Overall - eh.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 9, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (168/53)

Paid work - an okay day.

Creative work - more detail work.  Starting to feel like wheel spinning.

In the interim - don't know how to stop this.

Overall - damned hunger.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 8, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (167/53)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some clean up on Mausoleum.  Seems ready.

In the interim - less ill today than the last two Sundays.  Was able to walk a bit.  Laundry day.  Good phone call.

Overall - seems like a largely wasted day.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 7, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (166/53)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - getting the Mausoleum stuff, works well.  Needs a transition picture.

In the interim - not as sick as last week, but that still didn't stop me.

Overall - learning should be a goal.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 6, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (165/53)

Paid work - eh, an okay day.  Spent most of it on one PC.

Creative work - more animation.  Possible use of "orphaned" images.  Walking is hard when it isn't human.

In the interim - the Yes got very strong today.  I justified it as an experiment.

Overall - oh well.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 5, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (164/53)

Paid work - some physical stuff, and a meeting.  Otherwise not much.

Creative work - lots of work on what may or may not be used.  Still trying to come up with concepts for existing images.

In the interim -glad the Nos are continuing.

Overall -laundry today--shirts got washed.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 4, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (164/52)

Paid work -mostly driving, pretty exhausting.

Creative work - some ideas, not much actual work.

In the interim - more computer problems.  Rebooted, and the PC refused to come back up.  Turns out it's a USB device causing the issue.  Will have to investigate further, but not tonight.

Overall - the days are just exhausting.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 3, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (164/51)

Paid work - mostly slow, some stuff here and there.

Creative work - moving right along.  Lots of work done.  Even though new steps continually appear, I can actually think about seeing this project end.

In the interim - I do like the non-drinking.

Overall - nights are still tiring.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 2, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (164/50)

Paid work - decent day.  Got some stuff done.

Creative work - more work on integration.  Coming along fairly well.  Should have done this yesterday, but...

In the interim - still tired all the time.

Overall - glad to be getting more Nos.

See you tomorrow.

Aug 1, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (164/49)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - very little.  A lot less than I'd have liked.

In the interim - sick all day, thanks to last night.  Started feeling a bit better around 7.

Overall - will I ever learn?

See you tomorrow.

July 31, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (164/48)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some good detail and transition work.

In the interim - more backup...and it's done for the month.

Overall - The Yes doesn't surprise me.  Maybe I'll be just as ill as last Sunday.  Weird thing to hope for.

See you tomorrow.

July 30, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (163/48)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Some organizing and receiving.

Creative work - working on details for transition scenes.

In the interim - might get off the wagon tonight.  Remains to be seen.

Overall - backup day.

See you tomorrow.

July 29, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (163/47)

Paid work - pretty slow for the most part. 

Creative work - really need to figure out what's after the flooded room.  So: more transition stuff.  Not bad for all that.

In the interim - still pretty tired.  And not sure what will happen tomorrow night.

Overall - feeling OK.

See you tomorrow.

July 28, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (163/46)

Paid work - fairly slow day.  Not too bad, though.

Creative work - a surprising amount of work.

In the interim - should do something about the late nights.

Overall - better without drinking.

See you tomorrow.

July 27, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (163/45)

Paid work - slow day, but not bad.

Creative work - some decent animation stuff on the flooded room.  Tackling the "water" problem.

In the interim - slight desire for drinking, but didn't.

Overall - okay.

See you tomorrow.

July 26, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (163/44)

Paid work - mostly pretty slow.  Work in the morning, not much after.

Creative work - working on the "flooded room" and it's actually easier than I was dreading.

In the interim - getting stuff done is nice.  Tomorrow...boss is in.

Overall - okay.

See you tomorrow.

July 25, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - No (163/43)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - very little.  Small details, just not up to it.

In the interim - sick the entire day.  And I mean really sick.  Thank goodness for that No.

Overall - waste of a day.

See you tomorrow.

July 24, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (163/42)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work -  some minor work.  Thinking about something short to tide the channel over.

In the interim - was expecting the Yes.

Overall - meh.

See you tomorrow.

July 23, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (162/42)

Paid work - somewhat busy...mostly repetitive.

Creative work - putting together pieces.  Also, worked on someone else's picture. 

In the interim - woke up via alarm, so very tired.

Overall -  Eh.

See you tomorrow.

July 22, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (162/41)

Paid work - fairly slow day.  Not too bad, though.

Creative work -more design and detail work. 

In the interim - don't eat jalapeno bites.  Urgh.

Overall - tired still, and with indigestion. 

See you tomorrow.

July 21, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (162/40)

Paid work - not a bad day.  Managed to keep busy.

Creative work - looked over some of last night's work and decided to take a different direction.

In the interim - prices going up, but gas lowered a bit.

Overall - glad to be not drinking.  Tired a lot.

See you tomorrow.

July 20, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (162/39)

Paid work - okay day.  Lots of hauling, some PC hand-outs.

Creative work - more work on the architecture scenes.  Had an interesting idea for six doors.

In the interim - overall a good day, very tired though.

Overall - nice to get two Nos.

See you tomorrow.

July 19, 2021 (Mon)

 

Drinking - No (162/38)

Paid work - an okay day.  Some actual work done.

Creative work - finishing up on some of the transition pictures.  Decent work.

In the interim - glad to get a No.  Not sure how any of this works.

Overall - Eh.

See you tomorrow.

July 18, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (162/37)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - setting up animation for the latest stuff.

In the interim - sick and off the whole day.  Despite that, another Yes.

Overall - Happy birthday Connor.

See you tomorrow.

July 17, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (161/37)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some interesting stuff.

In the interim - finally got a haircut.  Night vision goggles arrived; interesting.

Overall - not sure why, but I didn't feel terrible.

See you tomorrow.

July 16, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (160/37)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work - quite a bit of work on the transition stuff.

In the interim - who cares

Overall - who cares.  Thanks if you read.

See you tomorrow.

July 15, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (159/37)

Paid work - a decent day.  Not very exciting.

Creative work - more transition work.  Actually looks pretty good.

In the interim - woke up from alarm, first time in a while.

Overall - oh well who cares.

See you tomorrow.

July 14, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (158/37)

Paid work - okay day.  Lots of physical work.

Creative work - not much.  Trying to bridge the brains scene with the squealer scene.

In the interim - can't think of anything to add here.

Overall - okay.

See you tomorrow.

July 13, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (157/37)

Paid work - lots of hauling and such.

Creative work - still working on the planet thing.

In the interim - tooth starting to hurt.  Always great.

Overall - don't care anymore.

See you tomorrow.

July 12, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (156/37)

Paid work - a little bit here and there.

Creative work - trying to work out what should happen in the railing picture.  Working on planet thing.

In the interim - Oh god swirling down.

Overall - Can't.

See you tomorrow.

July 11, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (155/37)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some more work.  It continues.

In the interim - very tired and off all day, because of Saturday.  Got nothing done.

Overall -yeah, despite feeling sick I still did it.

See you tomorrow.

July 10, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (154/37)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some very good animation stuff.  Still moving.

In the interim - off all day, of course, due to Friday.  Probably the same tomorrow.

Overall - I'd love to feel safe.  And less worries would be nice.

See you tomorrow.

July 9, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (153/37)

Paid work - more driving.  Otherwise slow.

Creative work - some detail work.

In the interim - terrible weather.  Everything just gets worse.

Overall - I don't care anymore.  Seems clear no cat.

See you tomorrow.

July 8, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (152/37)

Paid work - driving and hauling.  Busy in the morning.

Creative work - more work on the project.  Coming along pretty well, but it will take more time.

In the interim - don't know what to do about housing.  I don't feel safe here.

Overall - worries tire me out, and there are always new ones.

See you tomorrow.

 

July 7, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (152/36)

Paid work - finished receiving yesterday's shipment.

Creative work - some slight detail work.  Nothing much.  Too depressed and down.

In the interim - thieves stole parts from my car.  Over $500.

Overall - Terrible day from start to finish.  Awful.

See you tomorrow.

July 6, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (152/35)

Paid work - fairly busy with receiving.

Creative work - some detail stuff, nothing much.  Left the files at work.

In the interim - good to get a NO.  Starting to worry about money.  We'll see.

Overall - very hot these days.

See you tomorrow.

July 5, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (152/34)

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - some tweaks on thing, some discoveries, etc.  Re-doings as well.

In the interim - really hot weather today.

Overall - ill and tired most of the day.  Damn the booze.

See you tomorrow.

July 4, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (151/34)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - nothing much. 

In the interim - got to stop the damned drinking.  Also, not celebrating today.

Overall - felt mostly lousy the whole day.

See you tomorrow.

July 3, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (150/34)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some tweaks here and there.

In the interim - got some errands done that needed doing.

Overall - Oh well.  Zack Snyder's musical tastes are terrible.

See you tomorrow.

July 2, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (149/34)

Paid work - largely slow, very quiet.

Creative work - some more design and animation.  Coming along.  Good work in general.

In the interim - the disease never rests.

Overall - I no longer care.

See you tomorrow.

July 1, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (148/34)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work - more work on animation, some ideas.

In the interim - came home and the power was out.  Apparently long enough that the UPS drained.  Dodgy with the USB drives, but I moved the RAID box to the UPS.  Everything seems to be okay...

Overall - nothing ever really seems to get better.

See you tomorrow.

June 30, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (147/34)

Paid work - spent the day driving.

Creative work - nice detailing.

In the interim - so tired of drinking.

Overall - payday, so there's that.  See above.

See you tomorrow.

June 29, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (146/34)

Paid work - pretty busy with receiving stuff.

Creative work - some good animation stuff.

In the interim - argh.

Overall - who cares.

See you tomorrow.

June 28, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (145/34)

Paid work - busy and frustrating.

Creative work - some imagery work on second sequence.

In the interim -what a lousy day, from beginning to end.

Overall - urgh.

See you tomorrow.

June 27, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (144/34)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some video prep.

In the interim - well, felt sick the whole day.  Expected it, just wish it wouldn't happen.

Overall - Good phone call.

See you tomorrow.

June 26, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (143/34)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some detail work.  Maybe getting bogged down a bit much in details...

In the interim - not surprised by the Yes, hoping it will not start a trend.

Overall - tired most of the day. 

See you tomorrow.

June 25, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (142/34)

Paid work - fairly slow day.  Not bad, but noisy.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Some good ideas.

In the interim - here's the weekend, let's see if the Nos continue.

Overall - still get tired a lot.

See you tomorrow.

June 24, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (142/33)

Paid work -  mostly slow, some prep work for some deployments.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - court wasn't as bad as I feared, main opposing attorney was friendly and offered good advice.  Another follow up in October.

Overall - really tired all the time.

See you tomorrow.

June 23, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (142/32)

Paid work - slow day, some work, not a lot. 

Creative work - some more work.

In the interim - tomorrow is the court day.

Overall - really tired all the time.

See you tomorrow.

June 22, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (142/31)

Paid work - basically driving the entire day.  Pretty tiring.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - nice to get another No.  An entire month.

Overall - exhausted.

See you tomorrow.

June 21, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (142/30)

Paid work - fairly slow day, some work, not a lot though.

Creative work - more work on Realm, getting the "being" animated.  Looks good

In the interim - car: expensive repair, but at least it's fixed.  Spent money on other things.  Sigh.

Overall - kind of an irksome day for the most part.

See you tomorrow.

June 20, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (142/29)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some good stuff with Realm.  Undoing and redoing.

In the interim - felt ill the whole day.  And wasted a lot of time.  You'd think I'd learn.

Overall - didn't learn.

See you tomorrow.

June 19, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (141/29)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - bathroom disaster, always fun. And the car refusing to cooperate.  Damn it.

Overall - Not even surprised at the Yes above.

See you tomorrow.

June 18, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (140/29)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Some meetings, a bit of offboarding.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Making progress.

In the interim - nice to get a 4th No.

Overall - still very tired.

See you tomorrow.

June 17, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (140/28)

Paid work - fairly slow, inventory, scheduling.  Over quick for some reason.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Making progress.

In the interim - another day.

Overall - very tired all day.

See you tomorrow.

June 16, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (140/27)

Paid work - fairly slow day.  Very noisy.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Sounds like a chorus, but that's what happened.

In the interim - doctor's appointment went okay, no news.

Overall - tired.

See you tomorrow.

June 15, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (140/26)

Paid work - okay day, lots of paperwork, prepping systems.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - doctor visit tomorrow.

Overall - just very tired.  The world is crashing.

See you tomorrow.

June 14, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (140/25)

Paid work - an okay day.  Mostly slow.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - got the TrueSpace book today.  Also, my car decided to break something--the right rear window.  Damn it all.

Overall -anger and depression.

See you tomorrow.

June 13, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (139/25)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - more Realm work.  Some good stuff.

In the interim - really want to stop, what the heck.

Overall - tired, of course.  Slept most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

June 12, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (138/25)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - more Realm work.

In the interim - very hot day, couldn't do the full walk because of the heat.  And not surprised by the lapse.

Overall - very tired all day.

See you tomorrow.

June 11, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (137/25)

Paid work - an okay day.  Mostly slow.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Getting along.

In the interim - nice to get a third No.  Doubt that will happen tomorrow, but who knows?

Overall -  tired still.  But not bad.

See you tomorrow.

June 10, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - no (137/24)

Paid work - fairly busy day.  Decent.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - feel so much better without the drinking.

Overall - pretty tired, very tired in fact. 

See you tomorrow.

June 9, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - no (137/23)

Paid work - imaged a PC, otherwise an okay day.

Creative work - some work on Realm.  Weird issue with TrueSpace.

In the interim - nice to get a No now and then.

Overall - okay at this point.

See you tomorrow.

June 8, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (137/22)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work - some work on Realm.

In the interim - got TrueSpace 4.3 working!  And also replaced the trackball.  It was erratic and its days were numbered.  Also heard from Mike regarding the estate.

Overall - good and bad, I guess.

See you tomorrow.

June 7, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (136/22)

Paid work - dull day.

Creative work - surprisingly, some good work on the Realm thing.  Thought that one was dead.

In the interim - almost escaped but didn't.  Asked about the inventory thing.  Oh boy.

Overall - grim days ahead.

See you tomorrow.

June 6, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (135/22)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - not much.  Looking at projects. 

In the interim - really got to stop drinking.  It just makes me miserable and ill.  Good phone conversation, though.

Overall - bits to death.

See you tomorrow.

June 5, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (134/22)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - not much

In the interim - backup day.

Overall - and here it is

See you tomorrow.

June 4, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (133/22)

Paid work - fairly busy, deployments, receiving.

Creative work - more work on a project that will probably go nowhere.

In the interim - need more "No"s.

Overall - okay day.

See you tomorrow.

June 3, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (133/21)

Paid work - another fairly busy day with deployments.  Then stock is an issue?

Creative work - some good animation work on a project I will probably abandon.

In the interim - I don't know.

Overall - depressed and tired. 

See you tomorrow.

June 2, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (132/21)

Paid work - another full day.

Creative work - trying to find a new project that doesn't say NO at every turn.  How about the UFO one?  Got something done at least.

In the interim - it's never going away.

Overall - tired and off the whole day.

See you tomorrow.

June 1, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (131/21)

Paid work - short day but pretty busy. 

Creative work - still more flailing.

In the interim - I feel like my creative stuff is short-circuited.

Overall - tired and depressed.

See you tomorrow.

May 31, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (130/21)

Paid work - State holiday, so no.

Creative work - flailing.  Lots of flailing with no direction.

In the interim -  just feel lost and unaligned without the damned alcohol.

Overall -an okay day.  Could have been better but wasn't.

See you tomorrow.

May 30, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (129/21)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some design ideas.  Spent too much time trying to get old TrueSpace to work.  Oh well, I can do things in Maya I guess.

In the interim - returned the earpiece I bought.  Why can't they stick with designs that work? 

Overall - felt ill and exhausted pretty much the whole day. 

See you tomorrow.

May 29, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (128/21)  Can't resist Saturday.

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some Maya work.  I seem to be able to maneuver in this more easily than Blender et al.  Got some interesting model work.  Still a lot to go, though.

In the interim - not too disappointed in the Yes.  It was going to happen.  Tomorrow...now that could be a problem.

Overall - just drifting.

See you tomorrow.

May 28, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (127/21)

Paid work - pretty slow day.  Not much done.

Creative work - still working on the Arm-Device

In the interim - officially given up on IClone.  Installed the UPS and we'll see.

Overall - down, unhappy.

See you tomorrow.

May 27, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (127/20)

Paid work - pretty slow day, which went fairly quickly.

Creative work - trying to learn Blender.  Urk.  Some good stuff otherwise on the "arm" thing.

In the interim - no longer care about anything.

Overall - see above.

See you tomorrow.

May 26, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (126/20)

Paid work - lots of driving.  Not a bad day.

Creative work - some work on the arm thing.

In the interim - almost, but almost doesn't count.

Overall - I feel doomed.

See you tomorrow.

May 25, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (125/20)

Paid work - fairly slow, with some work done.

Creative work - trying to figure out the descending arm trick.  Some good work.

In the interim - oh I don't care.

Overall - it's all over.

See you tomorrow.

May 24, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (124/20)

Paid work - very busy and exhausting day.

Creative work - some interesting work on the (apparently) never ending thing.  Still...

In the interim - I don't know.

Overall - tired and off.

See you tomorrow.

May 23, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (123/20)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some work on the "arm" thing.

In the interim - like I thought, spent the whole day paying for yesterday.  And still drank!

Overall - I know I can fight this, just have to fight harder.

See you tomorrow.

May 22, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (122/20)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - working on tangents

In the interim - nice walk, shorts weather finally.  And didn't really fight the Yes.

Overall - still very tired.  And now disappointed.  We'll see how the Sunday fight goes.

See you tomorrow.

May 21, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (121/20)

Paid work - very busy day.  Driving and receiving.

Creative work - working on some different scenes, other than the bridge.

In the interim - nice to get a 3rd "no."  Tomorrow is the acid test.

Overall - tired, but in a good way.

See you tomorrow.

May 20, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - no (121/19)

Paid work - pretty slow, but not too bad.

Creative work - new approach to the torch scene.  New shadows and glows seem to work pretty well.

In the interim - nice to have 2nd "no" but I know it won't last.

Overall - tired, but kind of upbeat.

See you tomorrow.

May 19, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - no (121/18)  This is the most difficult thing I do.

Paid work - an okay day.  Felt mostly ill.

Creative work - more tedious crap!  Getting kind of tired of working on this thing.

In the interim - got high test gas today, price not too bad.

Overall - really tired.

See you tomorrow.

May 18, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (121/17)

Paid work - okay day.  Kept busy.

Creative work - more corridor work.

In the interim - lousy traffic.

Overall - nice USB3 hub.

See you tomorrow.

May 17, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (120/17)

Paid work - mostly slow, pretty noisy too.

Creative work - more work on fire animation.  Getting some progress.

In the interim -can't.

Overall - can't.

See you tomorrow.

May 16, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (119/17)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some more details on the stupid fire and reflections thing.

In the interim - some good comments.

Overall - fought harder, but still lost.

See you tomorrow.

May 15, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (118/17)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - bunch of stuff to make this one sequence happen.

In the interim - felt so good, tomorrow will feel so bad.  But inevitable.

Overall - I will fight harder.  I have to.

See you tomorrow.

May 14, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (117/17)

Paid work - pretty slow.  Not bad, but not much done.

Creative work - working on the walkway with torches thing.

In the interim - well, gas is available again, here and there.

Overall - wish I could stretch that NO out.

See you tomorrow.

May 13, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (117/16)

Paid work - slow day.  Mostly driving.

Creative work - little frivolous things.

In the interim -never escaping this.

Overall - never escaping this.

See you tomorrow.

May 12, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (116/16)

Paid work - very slow day.

Creative work - some detail work, trying to get the framework right.

In the interim - damn it, damn everything, even had an excuse and still...

Overall - still very tired.

See you tomorrow.

May 11, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (115/16)

Paid work - pretty slow day.

Creative work - some editing.  An animation attempt, which looked awful.  Oh well!

In the interim - gas lines are here, now.  Thanks, idiots, traitors and morons.

Overall - hard to care anymore.

See you tomorrow.

May 10, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (114/16)

Paid work - an okay day.  Some work, and got to go home early.

Creative work - organizing the files, trying to see what's where.  Working on some fixes as well.

In the interim - damn almost made it.

Overall - tired.  Even more tired.

See you tomorrow.

May 9, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (113/16)

Paid work - not on Sunday so no.

Creative work -some detail work.

In the interim - felt off all day, mentally and physically. Good phone call.

Overall - tired.

See you later today.

May 8, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (112/16)

Paid work - not on Saturday so no.

Creative work - plenty of work on the revision

In the interim - really got to stop the drinking.

Overall - but didn't.

See you tomorrow.

May 7, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - yes (111/16)

Paid work - lots of driving, otherwise not.

Creative work - plenty of work on the revision

In the interim - almost made it.

Overall - need you ask.

See you tomorrow.

May 6, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (110/16)

Paid work - busy first half with lots of driving.  Not much in the second half.

Creative work - some good work on the revision.  I'm wondering if I should re-post the original.

In the interim - UPS problem seems to be with the electrical system in the apartment.  Probably have to send it back.

Overall - it'll be what it will be.

See you tomorrow.

May 5, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (109/16)

Paid work - pretty slow, mostly irritating.

Creative work - some good detail work on the revision.  Making progress, though with the drinking who knows.

In the interim - the entity is very powerful.

Overall - sad upon sad.

See you tomorrow.

May 4, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (108/16)

Paid work - very busy day, receiving and tagging.

Creative work - some good stuff on the revision.

In the interim - some nice comments.  Makes me feel worthy.

Overall - never getting out of this.

See you tomorrow.

May 3, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (107/16)

Paid work - fairly busy.

Creative work - lots of work on the revision...which means it will take forever to complete.

In the interim -  miserable weather today.

Overall - still sad.

See you tomorrow.

 

May 2, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (106/16)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - lots of good stuff on the revision.

In the interim -  very ill the whole day, thanks to last night.

Overall - sad.

See you tomorrow.

May 1, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (105/16)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - some good and interesting stuff on the revision.

In the interim -  more backup time.  Update: finished backup, got a haircut, bought a drive for imaging the PC.  So much gets done when drinking was "no" the previous day.  But then...

Overall - so much for the NOs of this world. 

See you tomorrow.

 

April 30, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (104/16)

Paid work - pretty slow day. 

Creative work - more work on the revision. Thinking about changing the order of the images.

In the interim -  backup time.

Overall - very tired all day.

See you tomorrow.

April 29, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (104/15)

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - more work on the revision.

In the interim -  it's never going away, is it.

Overall - numb.

See you tomorrow.

April 28, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (103/15)

Paid work - okay.  Very noisy.

Creative work - putting myself in the rabbit hole with this stuff, but I'm kind of enjoying it.

In the interim - cashed my actual refund check.

Overall - tired and ill all day, probably the same for tomorrow.

See you tomorrow.

 

April 27, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (102/15)

Paid work - okay day, did some work.  Slowish.

Creative work - doing decent work on the re-imagining

In the interim - damn it, I thought I had a way out of the drinking.  But no.

Overall - explode now.

See you tomorrow.

April 26, 2021 (Mon)

 

Drinking - yes (101/15)

Paid work - decent day, receiving a lot.

Creative work - doing decent work on the re-imagining

In the interim - I don't know how this ends.  Actually I do.

Overall - dead everywhere.

See you tomorrow.

April 25, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (100/15)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - working on the revised "Abandoned Realm"

In the interim - I can't escape this.  I need a cat.

Overall - very tired, very down.

See you tomorrow.

 

April 24, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (99/15)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some pretty good soundtrack work.

In the interim - 100 days.

Overall - 100 days.  What do you think.

See you tomorrow.

April 23, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - yes (98/15)

Paid work - mostly slow but not too dull.

Creative work - some audio stuff

In the interim - never escaping

Overall - pretty down

See you tomorrow.

April 22, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (97/15)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Not bad, though.

Creative work - got the animation into a good final shape.  And some sound work, too.

In the interim - tired most of the day because of intense dreams.

Overall - can't shake this.

See you tomorrow.

April 21, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (96/15)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work -tightening up the lighthouse thing.

In the interim - no steps forward.

Overall - tired all day, and tired of life.

See you tomorrow

April 20, 2021 (Tues)

 Drinking - yes (95/15)

Paid work -an okay day.  Mostly slow.

Creative work - audio file cataloging. 

In the interim - just feels like the end times.

Overall - don't know.

See you tomorrow

April 19, 2021 (Mon)

 Drinking - yes (94/15)

Paid work - exhausting day.  Lots of hauling.

Creative work - more work on the Lighthouse project.  Coming along.

In the interim - I don't know anymore.

Overall - numb.

See you tomorrow

April 18, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (93/15)

Paid work - not on Sunday, no.

Creative work - trying to decide on the next project.  And did some work on The Lighthouse, so I guess that's next.

In the interim - stupid WordPress problems.  Stupid life problems.  At least worries haven't pressed down on me lately.  So there's that.

Overall - tired.

See you tomorrow

April 17, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (92/15) 

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work -decided the work was done, and uploaded. 

In the interim - need to decide the next step.

Overall - off the board.

See you tomorrow.

April 16, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (91/15) 

Paid work - okay day.  Finished the receiving stuff.

Creative work - more sound work.  Deleted what was there and added new stuff, and it is much better than it was.  Lots of good audio work, the soundtrack is close to being done.

In the interim - don't know why the drinking returned.  But it did.

Overall - blank for the most part.

See you tomorrow.

April 15, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (90/15) 

Paid work - pretty busy day.

Creative work - more sound work.  I both enjoy and dislike working with sound.  On the one hand, you can do a lot with a little.  On the other hand, you can't have distractions.

In the interim - paid some bills.  Might work more on the new RAID drives.

Overall - feel out of it.  Like it's all just going past.

See you tomorrow.

April 14, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (89/15) 

Paid work - took a sick day today but still managed to do some work.

Creative work - okay, so now I'm happy with the animation and put it into video form.  On to sound.  And some sound stuff was done, and it looks and sounds good.

In the interim - tomorrow's payday, so there's that.

Overall - feel in stasis.

See you tomorrow.

April 13, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (88/15) 

Paid work - kinda busy, not bad.

Creative work - starting on final phases of the new project, and realize...it's too short.  Needs some breathing room.  So--

In the interim - really surprised about the "Yes."  And not in a good way. 

Overall - really tired.  Lots of resting.

See you tomorrow.

April 12, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (87/15) 

Paid work - fairly busy day, lots of receiving.

Creative work - a lot of tweaking animation, adding ideas, more ideas.  Getting into good shape.

In the interim - glad to get another "No."

Overall - feel kind of bland.

See you tomorrow.

April 11, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (87/14) 

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - Getting the visual stuff into shape.

In the interim - not too sad about the Yes.  And great phone conversation.

Overall - very tired.

See you tomorrow.

April 10, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (86/14) 

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - animating the face.  Looks pretty good.

In the interim -knew that Yes would happen, but I really fought it.

Overall - very tired.  Overall felt decent until the drinking.

See you tomorrow.

April 9, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (85/14) 

Paid work - pretty busy day; got yesterday's issue fixed, received a bunch of stuff.

Creative work - I've finished the animation part and like it.  Have to decide on the face next.

In the interim - well, glad for that "No."  Need more.  It wasn't that hard.

Overall - well, that's something.

See you tomorrow.

April 8, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (85/13) 

Paid work - pretty busy day; an unsolved problem.

Creative work -animating and fixing shadows.

In the interim - I don't know anymore.

Overall - feel blank.

See you tomorrow.

April 7, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (84/13) 

Paid work - fairly busy.

Creative work -animating and fixing shadows.

In the interim - gasoline night.

Overall -feel like things are ending.

See you tomorrow.

April 6, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (83/13) 

Paid work - an okay day.  Nothing special.

Creative work -animating shadows.

In the interim -don't know what tonight will bring.

Overall -feel like things are ending.

See you tomorrow.

April 5, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (82/13) 

Paid work - decent day, some work done.

Creative work - lots of shadow animation.

In the interim - somehow don't care.

Overall - again, somehow don't care.

See you tomorrow.

April 4, 2021 (Sunday)

Drinking - Yes (81/13) 

Paid work - not on Sunday, no.

Creative work - some good animation stuff.

In the interim - this is never going to stop, until it all does.

Overall - felt sick, tired, trapped.  Bad nightmares.

See you tomorrow.

April 3, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (80/13) 

Paid work - not on Saturday, no.

Creative work - some very good animation work, and seeing through some problems.

In the interim - I'm never getting away from this.  All day I said NO but then I went YES.

Overall - another ill Saturday.

See you tomorrow.

April 2, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (79/13) 

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - some rock stuff, some hand stuff.

In the interim - finally did the great HD swap and it all seemed to work

Overall - very very disappointed.

See you tomorrow.

April 1, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (78/13) 

Paid work - pretty busy day, very tiring.

Creative work - rocks.  Pretty good stuff, really.  Trying to make this short interesting.

In the interim - shaking it seems out of the question.

Overall - tired of being sick and tired.

See you tomorrow.

March 31, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (77/13) 

Paid work - lots of driving.  And some troubleshooting.

Creative work - good animation work.

In the interim - not sure.

Overall - tired of being sick and tired.

See you tomorrow.

March 30, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (76/13) 

Paid work - pretty slow.

Creative work - some animation.

In the interim - trying to do taxes.  Argh.

Overall - tired of being sick and tired.

See you tomorrow.

March 29, 2021 (Mon)

 

Drinking - Yes (75/13) 

Paid work - slow day, mostly driving.  Ill in the morning.

Creative work - more work on the personage.

In the interim - moved the two external drives to the UPS.  Need to see if the 900 one still works.

Overall - very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

March 28, 2021 (Sun)

 

Drinking - Yes (74/13) 

Paid work - not on Sunday, no.

Creative work - a bit of work on the figure.  And completed the backup stuff.

In the interim - felt sick all day long.

Overall - didn't accomplish much.

See you tomorrow.

March 27, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (73/13) 

Paid work - not on Saturday, no.

Creative work - backup so no.

In the interim - doing backup this weekend.

Overall - not unexpected.

See you tomorrow.

March 26, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (72/13) 

Paid work - not a bad day, kind of busy.

Creative work - nothing.  Decided to start the monthly backup.

In the interim - should feel happy about that "No" but don't.

Overall - just feel kind of empty.

See you tomorrow.

March 25, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (72/12) 

Paid work - very busy day, lots more paperwork.

Creative work - more on the personage.  Some pretty good work, really.

In the interim -never shaking this.

Overall -tired and tired of everything.  And ill.

See you tomorrow.

March 24, 2021 (Weds)

Drinking - Yes (71/12) 

Paid work - very busy day, lots of paperwork.

Creative work - more work on the "interim" project.  Some good animation, and starting on The Figure.

In the interim -never shaking this.

Overall -tired and tired of everything.

See you tomorrow.

March 23, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (70/12) 

Paid work - pretty busy, receiving a lot of stuff.  More tomorrow.

Creative work - some work on the project.

In the interim - can't shake this.

Overall - weird how it doesn't seem to bother me.

See you tomorrow.

March 22, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (69/12) 

Paid work - pretty slow day.

Creative work - good work on the Moon.

In the interim - checked out the little hub I got.  Pretty cool.

Overall - nothing is good.

See you tomorrow.

March 21, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (68/12) 

Paid work - Sunday so no.

Creative work - did some work on a "Moon" for the "Nothing new" project.

In the interim - felt ill and tired the whole day, but still drank.  Amazon delivery guy just threw the thing at the door.  Nice.  Hope it works.

Overall - can't escape fate.

See you tomorrow.

March 20, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (67/12) 

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Creative work - some stuff on the Interim thing.

In the interim - started on taxes.

Overall - felt okay, but the Yes was inevitable.

See you tomorrow.

March 19, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (66/12) 

Paid work - pretty slow day.  Got some stuff done but not much.

Creative work - nothing.  Not even ideas.

In the interim - really need to stop drinking.  Will try tonight.

Overall - tired, but glad I got another No.

See you tomorrow.

March 18, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (66/11) 

Paid work - somewhat slow.  Inventory day, and a couple of meetings.

Creative work - starting on something minor.

In the interim - hoping to control the spending, but who knows.

Overall - sad, tired and ill.  And painful.

See you tomorrow.

March 17, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (65/11) 

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - nothing.

In the interim - not sure what to say.

Overall - everything is dark.  Now.

See you tomorrow.

March 16, 2021 (Tuesday)

Drinking - Yes (64/11) 

Paid work -   mostly slow and kind of dull.

Creative work - minor stuff.

In the interim - don't know what's ahead/

Overall - repeat.

See you tomorrow.

March 15, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (63/11) 

Paid work -   mostly slow with a few bits.

Creative work - worked on heron photos.

In the interim - can't shake this.

Overall - feel I've done what I'm going to do in this life.

See you tomorrow.

March 14, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (62/11) 

Paid work - Sunday, so no. 

Creative work - robot stuff.

In the interim - had a good dinner at Stir Fry Cafe.  Weird sensation around the waist (not food related).

Overall - odd detached feeling.

See you tomorrow.

March 13, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (61/11) 

Paid work - Saturday, so no. 

Creative work - some work on timing with the audio. And working with robots

In the interim - it's the same every weekend.

Overall - very downhearted.

See you tomorrow.

March 12, 2021 (Friday)

Drinking - Yes (60/11) 

Paid work -decent day. 

Creative work - nothing.  None of it interests me.

In the interim - almost got another "No" but almost doesn't count.

Overall - very downhearted.

See you tomorrow.

March 11, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (59/11) 

Paid work - mostly slow day.

Creative work - stuff on the robot thing in which I don't have any faith.

In the interim - it's all so difficult.  Too difficult.

Overall - too many worries, too few good things.

See you tomorrow.

March 10, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (58/11) 

Paid work - mostly slow day.  Couple of tickets.

Creative work -  audio stuff for the robot thing.

In the interim - got the new wireless to work!  Turns out you need to power cycle everything.  (Modem, Router, Switch).

Overall - don't know what's going on.  Maybe tomorrow.

See you tomorrow.

March 9, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (57/11) 

Paid work - half day because of the dentist.

Creative work - bits of the robot thing.

In the interim - Large part of the afternoon at the periodontist.

Overall - trying to replace the damned wireless access point is irritating beyond belief.

See you tomorrow.

 

March 8, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (56/11) 

Paid work - mostly slow, but not too bad.

Creative work - worked on possible robot thing.

In the interim - tomorrow, more costly dental work.

Overall - who cares?

See you tomorrow.

March 7, 2021 (Sunday)

Drinking - Yes (55/11) 

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - nothing.  Taking a rest.

In the interim - good phone call.

Overall - very sad all day.  Seems like everything's going to waste.  And despite uploading animation, feel like I should be doing me.

See you tomorrow.

 

March 6, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (54/11) 

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - watched the video a couple of times and am satisfied.  Uploaded.  Probably won't do anything else creative for a week.

In the interim - very nice day weather-wise.  More bad mail.

Overall - not sure how to end this well.

See you tomorrow.

March 5, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (53/11) 

Paid work - not a bad day, worked on the inventory and received some items.

Creative work - I believe it is finally finished and assembled.  I want to watch it a time or two more to be sure.

In the interim - it should start getting better.  It can get worse, sure.  But...

Overall - very tired today.  Weird itchiness.  And too many damned bugs.

See you tomorrow.

March 4, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (52/11) 

Paid work - okay day.  Got some stuff done.

Creative work - idea about the last few sounds needed.  Think I got everything in shape, just need to listen more.

In the interim - almost sober.  Think about that.

Overall - everything creeps inward.

See you tomorrow.

 

March 3, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (51/11) 

Paid work - slow day.  Office closed, so went to alternate location.

Creative work - some really good audio work.  Almost done.  Getting there.

In the interim - More bankruptcy stuff.  Sigh.

Overall - depressed and tired.

See you tomorrow.

March 2, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (50/11) 

Paid work - slow day for the most part.

Creative work - some really good audio work.  Almost done.  Getting there.

In the interim - can't seem to shake this crap.  More bankruptcy stuff.  Sigh.

Overall - depressed and tired.

See you tomorrow.

March 1, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (49/11) 

Paid work - slow day, mostly.

Creative work - some really good audio work.

In the interim - power failure last night was apparently widespread.

Overall - depressed and tired.

See you tomorrow.