April 30, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (104/16)

Paid work - pretty slow day. 

Creative work - more work on the revision. Thinking about changing the order of the images.

In the interim -  backup time.

Overall - very tired all day.

See you tomorrow.

April 29, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (104/15)

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - more work on the revision.

In the interim -  it's never going away, is it.

Overall - numb.

See you tomorrow.

April 28, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (103/15)

Paid work - okay.  Very noisy.

Creative work - putting myself in the rabbit hole with this stuff, but I'm kind of enjoying it.

In the interim - cashed my actual refund check.

Overall - tired and ill all day, probably the same for tomorrow.

See you tomorrow.

 

April 27, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (102/15)

Paid work - okay day, did some work.  Slowish.

Creative work - doing decent work on the re-imagining

In the interim - damn it, I thought I had a way out of the drinking.  But no.

Overall - explode now.

See you tomorrow.

April 26, 2021 (Mon)

 

Drinking - yes (101/15)

Paid work - decent day, receiving a lot.

Creative work - doing decent work on the re-imagining

In the interim - I don't know how this ends.  Actually I do.

Overall - dead everywhere.

See you tomorrow.

April 25, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (100/15)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - working on the revised "Abandoned Realm"

In the interim - I can't escape this.  I need a cat.

Overall - very tired, very down.

See you tomorrow.

 

April 24, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (99/15)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some pretty good soundtrack work.

In the interim - 100 days.

Overall - 100 days.  What do you think.

See you tomorrow.

April 23, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - yes (98/15)

Paid work - mostly slow but not too dull.

Creative work - some audio stuff

In the interim - never escaping

Overall - pretty down

See you tomorrow.

April 22, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (97/15)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Not bad, though.

Creative work - got the animation into a good final shape.  And some sound work, too.

In the interim - tired most of the day because of intense dreams.

Overall - can't shake this.

See you tomorrow.

April 21, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (96/15)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work -tightening up the lighthouse thing.

In the interim - no steps forward.

Overall - tired all day, and tired of life.

See you tomorrow

April 20, 2021 (Tues)

 Drinking - yes (95/15)

Paid work -an okay day.  Mostly slow.

Creative work - audio file cataloging. 

In the interim - just feels like the end times.

Overall - don't know.

See you tomorrow

April 19, 2021 (Mon)

 Drinking - yes (94/15)

Paid work - exhausting day.  Lots of hauling.

Creative work - more work on the Lighthouse project.  Coming along.

In the interim - I don't know anymore.

Overall - numb.

See you tomorrow

April 18, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (93/15)

Paid work - not on Sunday, no.

Creative work - trying to decide on the next project.  And did some work on The Lighthouse, so I guess that's next.

In the interim - stupid WordPress problems.  Stupid life problems.  At least worries haven't pressed down on me lately.  So there's that.

Overall - tired.

See you tomorrow

April 17, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (92/15) 

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work -decided the work was done, and uploaded. 

In the interim - need to decide the next step.

Overall - off the board.

See you tomorrow.

April 16, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (91/15) 

Paid work - okay day.  Finished the receiving stuff.

Creative work - more sound work.  Deleted what was there and added new stuff, and it is much better than it was.  Lots of good audio work, the soundtrack is close to being done.

In the interim - don't know why the drinking returned.  But it did.

Overall - blank for the most part.

See you tomorrow.

April 15, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (90/15) 

Paid work - pretty busy day.

Creative work - more sound work.  I both enjoy and dislike working with sound.  On the one hand, you can do a lot with a little.  On the other hand, you can't have distractions.

In the interim - paid some bills.  Might work more on the new RAID drives.

Overall - feel out of it.  Like it's all just going past.

See you tomorrow.

April 14, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (89/15) 

Paid work - took a sick day today but still managed to do some work.

Creative work - okay, so now I'm happy with the animation and put it into video form.  On to sound.  And some sound stuff was done, and it looks and sounds good.

In the interim - tomorrow's payday, so there's that.

Overall - feel in stasis.

See you tomorrow.

April 13, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (88/15) 

Paid work - kinda busy, not bad.

Creative work - starting on final phases of the new project, and realize...it's too short.  Needs some breathing room.  So--

In the interim - really surprised about the "Yes."  And not in a good way. 

Overall - really tired.  Lots of resting.

See you tomorrow.

April 12, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (87/15) 

Paid work - fairly busy day, lots of receiving.

Creative work - a lot of tweaking animation, adding ideas, more ideas.  Getting into good shape.

In the interim - glad to get another "No."

Overall - feel kind of bland.

See you tomorrow.

April 11, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (87/14) 

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - Getting the visual stuff into shape.

In the interim - not too sad about the Yes.  And great phone conversation.

Overall - very tired.

See you tomorrow.

April 10, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (86/14) 

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - animating the face.  Looks pretty good.

In the interim -knew that Yes would happen, but I really fought it.

Overall - very tired.  Overall felt decent until the drinking.

See you tomorrow.

April 9, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (85/14) 

Paid work - pretty busy day; got yesterday's issue fixed, received a bunch of stuff.

Creative work - I've finished the animation part and like it.  Have to decide on the face next.

In the interim - well, glad for that "No."  Need more.  It wasn't that hard.

Overall - well, that's something.

See you tomorrow.

April 8, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (85/13) 

Paid work - pretty busy day; an unsolved problem.

Creative work -animating and fixing shadows.

In the interim - I don't know anymore.

Overall - feel blank.

See you tomorrow.

April 7, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (84/13) 

Paid work - fairly busy.

Creative work -animating and fixing shadows.

In the interim - gasoline night.

Overall -feel like things are ending.

See you tomorrow.

April 6, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (83/13) 

Paid work - an okay day.  Nothing special.

Creative work -animating shadows.

In the interim -don't know what tonight will bring.

Overall -feel like things are ending.

See you tomorrow.

April 5, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (82/13) 

Paid work - decent day, some work done.

Creative work - lots of shadow animation.

In the interim - somehow don't care.

Overall - again, somehow don't care.

See you tomorrow.

April 4, 2021 (Sunday)

Drinking - Yes (81/13) 

Paid work - not on Sunday, no.

Creative work - some good animation stuff.

In the interim - this is never going to stop, until it all does.

Overall - felt sick, tired, trapped.  Bad nightmares.

See you tomorrow.

April 3, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (80/13) 

Paid work - not on Saturday, no.

Creative work - some very good animation work, and seeing through some problems.

In the interim - I'm never getting away from this.  All day I said NO but then I went YES.

Overall - another ill Saturday.

See you tomorrow.

April 2, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (79/13) 

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - some rock stuff, some hand stuff.

In the interim - finally did the great HD swap and it all seemed to work

Overall - very very disappointed.

See you tomorrow.

April 1, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (78/13) 

Paid work - pretty busy day, very tiring.

Creative work - rocks.  Pretty good stuff, really.  Trying to make this short interesting.

In the interim - shaking it seems out of the question.

Overall - tired of being sick and tired.

See you tomorrow.