Drinking - yes (130/21)
Paid work - State holiday, so no.
Creative
work - flailing. Lots of flailing with no direction.
In
the interim - just feel lost and unaligned without the damned alcohol.
Overall -an okay day. Could have been better but wasn't.
Drinking - yes (129/21)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative
work - some design ideas. Spent too much time trying to get old TrueSpace to work. Oh well, I can do things in Maya I guess.
In
the interim - returned the earpiece I bought. Why can't they stick with designs that work?
Overall - felt ill and exhausted pretty much the whole day.
Drinking - yes (128/21) Can't resist Saturday.
Paid work - not on Saturday.
Creative work - some Maya work. I seem to be able to maneuver in this more easily than Blender et al. Got some interesting model work. Still a lot to go, though.
In
the interim - not too disappointed in the Yes. It was going to happen. Tomorrow...now that could be a problem.
Overall - just drifting.
Drinking - no (127/21)
Paid work - pretty slow day. Not much done.
Creative work - still working on the Arm-Device
In
the interim - officially given up on IClone. Installed the UPS and we'll see.
Overall - down, unhappy.
Drinking - yes (127/20)
Paid work - pretty slow day, which went fairly quickly.
Creative work - trying to learn Blender. Urk. Some good stuff otherwise on the "arm" thing.
In
the interim - no longer care about anything.
Overall - see above.
Drinking - yes (126/20)
Paid work - lots of driving. Not a bad day.
Creative work - some work on the arm thing.
In
the interim - almost, but almost doesn't count.
Overall - I feel doomed.
Drinking - yes (125/20)
Paid work - fairly slow, with some work done.
Creative work - trying to figure out the descending arm trick. Some good work.
In
the interim - oh I don't care.
Overall - it's all over.
Drinking - yes (124/20)
Paid work - very busy and exhausting day.
Creative work - some interesting work on the (apparently) never ending thing. Still...
In
the interim - I don't know.
Overall - tired and off.
Drinking - yes (123/20)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative work - some work on the "arm" thing.
In
the interim - like I thought, spent the whole day paying for yesterday. And still drank!
Overall - I know I can fight this, just have to fight harder.
Drinking - yes (122/20)
Paid work - not on Saturday.
Creative work - working on tangents
In
the interim - nice walk, shorts weather finally. And didn't really fight the Yes.
Overall - still very tired. And now disappointed. We'll see how the Sunday fight goes.
Drinking - no (121/20)
Paid work - very busy day. Driving and receiving.
Creative work - working on some different scenes, other than the bridge.
In
the interim - nice to get a 3rd "no." Tomorrow is the acid test.
Overall - tired, but in a good way.
Drinking - no (121/19)
Paid work - pretty slow, but not too bad.
Creative work - new approach to the torch scene. New shadows and glows seem to work pretty well.
In
the interim - nice to have 2nd "no" but I know it won't last.
Overall - tired, but kind of upbeat.
Drinking - no (121/18) This is the most difficult thing I do.
Paid work - an okay day. Felt mostly ill.
Creative work - more tedious crap! Getting kind of tired of working on this thing.
In
the interim - got high test gas today, price not too bad.
Overall - really tired.
Drinking - yes (121/17)
Paid work - okay day. Kept busy.
Creative work - more corridor work.
In
the interim - lousy traffic.
Overall - nice USB3 hub.
Drinking - yes (120/17)
Paid work - mostly slow, pretty noisy too.
Creative work - more work on fire animation. Getting some progress.
In the interim -can't.
Overall - can't.
Drinking - yes (119/17)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative work - some more details on the stupid fire and reflections thing.
In
the interim - some good comments.
Overall - fought harder, but still lost.
Drinking - yes (118/17)
Paid work - not on Saturday.
Creative work - bunch of stuff to make this one sequence happen.
In
the interim - felt so good, tomorrow will feel so bad. But inevitable.
Overall - I will fight harder. I have to.
Drinking - no (117/17)
Paid work - pretty slow. Not bad, but not much done.
Creative work - working on the walkway with torches thing.
In
the interim - well, gas is available again, here and there.
Overall - wish I could stretch that NO out.
Drinking - yes (117/16)
Paid work - slow day. Mostly driving.
Creative work - little frivolous things.
In
the interim -never escaping this.
Overall - never escaping this.
Drinking - yes (116/16)
Paid work - very slow day.
Creative work - some detail work, trying to get the framework right.
In
the interim - damn it, damn everything, even had an excuse and still...
Overall - still very tired.
Drinking - yes (115/16)
Paid work - pretty slow day.
Creative work - some editing. An animation attempt, which looked awful. Oh well!
In
the interim - gas lines are here, now. Thanks, idiots, traitors and morons.
Overall - hard to care anymore.
Drinking - yes (114/16)
Paid work - an okay day. Some work, and got to go home early.
Creative work - organizing the files, trying to see what's where. Working on some fixes as well.
In
the interim - damn almost made it.
Overall - tired. Even more tired.
Drinking - yes (113/16)
Paid work - not on Sunday so no.
Creative work -some detail work.
In
the interim - felt off all day, mentally and physically. Good phone call.
Overall - tired.
See you later today.
Drinking - yes (112/16)
Paid work - not on Saturday so no.
Creative work - plenty of work on the revision
In
the interim - really got to stop the drinking.
Overall - but didn't.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - yes (111/16)
Paid work - lots of driving, otherwise not.
Creative work - plenty of work on the revision
In
the interim - almost made it.
Overall - need you ask.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - yes (110/16)
Paid work - busy first half with lots of driving. Not much in the second half.
Creative work - some good work on the revision. I'm wondering if I should re-post the original.
In
the interim - UPS problem seems to be with the electrical system in the apartment. Probably have to send it back.
Overall - it'll be what it will be.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - yes (109/16)
Paid work - pretty slow, mostly irritating.
Creative work - some good detail work on the revision. Making progress, though with the drinking who knows.
In
the interim - the entity is very powerful.
Overall - sad upon sad.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - yes (108/16)
Paid work - very busy day, receiving and tagging.
Creative work - some good stuff on the revision.
In
the interim - some nice comments. Makes me feel worthy.
Overall - never getting out of this.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - yes (107/16)
Paid work - fairly busy.
Creative work - lots of work on the revision...which means it will take forever to complete.
In
the interim - miserable weather today.
Overall - still sad.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - yes (106/16)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative work - lots of good stuff on the revision.
In
the interim - very ill the whole day, thanks to last night.
Overall - sad.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - yes (105/16)
Paid work - not on Saturday.
Creative work - some good and interesting stuff on the revision.
In
the interim - more backup time. Update: finished backup, got a haircut, bought a drive for imaging the PC. So much gets done when drinking was "no" the previous day. But then...
Overall - so much for the NOs of this world.
See you tomorrow.
