June 30, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (147/34)

Paid work - spent the day driving.

Creative work - nice detailing.

In the interim - so tired of drinking.

Overall - payday, so there's that.  See above.

See you tomorrow.

June 29, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (146/34)

Paid work - pretty busy with receiving stuff.

Creative work - some good animation stuff.

In the interim - argh.

Overall - who cares.

See you tomorrow.

June 28, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (145/34)

Paid work - busy and frustrating.

Creative work - some imagery work on second sequence.

In the interim -what a lousy day, from beginning to end.

Overall - urgh.

See you tomorrow.

June 27, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (144/34)

Paid work - not on Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some video prep.

In the interim - well, felt sick the whole day.  Expected it, just wish it wouldn't happen.

Overall - Good phone call.

See you tomorrow.

June 26, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (143/34)

Paid work - not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some detail work.  Maybe getting bogged down a bit much in details...

In the interim - not surprised by the Yes, hoping it will not start a trend.

Overall - tired most of the day. 

See you tomorrow.

June 25, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (142/34)

Paid work - fairly slow day.  Not bad, but noisy.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Some good ideas.

In the interim - here's the weekend, let's see if the Nos continue.

Overall - still get tired a lot.

See you tomorrow.

June 24, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (142/33)

Paid work -  mostly slow, some prep work for some deployments.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - court wasn't as bad as I feared, main opposing attorney was friendly and offered good advice.  Another follow up in October.

Overall - really tired all the time.

See you tomorrow.

June 23, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (142/32)

Paid work - slow day, some work, not a lot. 

Creative work - some more work.

In the interim - tomorrow is the court day.

Overall - really tired all the time.

See you tomorrow.

June 22, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (142/31)

Paid work - basically driving the entire day.  Pretty tiring.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - nice to get another No.  An entire month.

Overall - exhausted.

See you tomorrow.

June 21, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - No (142/30)

Paid work - fairly slow day, some work, not a lot though.

Creative work - more work on Realm, getting the "being" animated.  Looks good

In the interim - car: expensive repair, but at least it's fixed.  Spent money on other things.  Sigh.

Overall - kind of an irksome day for the most part.

See you tomorrow.

June 20, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (142/29)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some good stuff with Realm.  Undoing and redoing.

In the interim - felt ill the whole day.  And wasted a lot of time.  You'd think I'd learn.

Overall - didn't learn.

See you tomorrow.

June 19, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (141/29)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - bathroom disaster, always fun. And the car refusing to cooperate.  Damn it.

Overall - Not even surprised at the Yes above.

See you tomorrow.

June 18, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - No (140/29)

Paid work - mostly slow.  Some meetings, a bit of offboarding.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Making progress.

In the interim - nice to get a 4th No.

Overall - still very tired.

See you tomorrow.

June 17, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - No (140/28)

Paid work - fairly slow, inventory, scheduling.  Over quick for some reason.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Making progress.

In the interim - another day.

Overall - very tired all day.

See you tomorrow.

June 16, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - No (140/27)

Paid work - fairly slow day.  Very noisy.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Sounds like a chorus, but that's what happened.

In the interim - doctor's appointment went okay, no news.

Overall - tired.

See you tomorrow.

June 15, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - No (140/26)

Paid work - okay day, lots of paperwork, prepping systems.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - doctor visit tomorrow.

Overall - just very tired.  The world is crashing.

See you tomorrow.

June 14, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (140/25)

Paid work - an okay day.  Mostly slow.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - got the TrueSpace book today.  Also, my car decided to break something--the right rear window.  Damn it all.

Overall -anger and depression.

See you tomorrow.

June 13, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (139/25)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - more Realm work.  Some good stuff.

In the interim - really want to stop, what the heck.

Overall - tired, of course.  Slept most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

June 12, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (138/25)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - more Realm work.

In the interim - very hot day, couldn't do the full walk because of the heat.  And not surprised by the lapse.

Overall - very tired all day.

See you tomorrow.

June 11, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (137/25)

Paid work - an okay day.  Mostly slow.

Creative work - more work on Realm.  Getting along.

In the interim - nice to get a third No.  Doubt that will happen tomorrow, but who knows?

Overall -  tired still.  But not bad.

See you tomorrow.

June 10, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - no (137/24)

Paid work - fairly busy day.  Decent.

Creative work - more work on Realm.

In the interim - feel so much better without the drinking.

Overall - pretty tired, very tired in fact. 

See you tomorrow.

June 9, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - no (137/23)

Paid work - imaged a PC, otherwise an okay day.

Creative work - some work on Realm.  Weird issue with TrueSpace.

In the interim - nice to get a No now and then.

Overall - okay at this point.

See you tomorrow.

June 8, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (137/22)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work - some work on Realm.

In the interim - got TrueSpace 4.3 working!  And also replaced the trackball.  It was erratic and its days were numbered.  Also heard from Mike regarding the estate.

Overall - good and bad, I guess.

See you tomorrow.

June 7, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (136/22)

Paid work - dull day.

Creative work - surprisingly, some good work on the Realm thing.  Thought that one was dead.

In the interim - almost escaped but didn't.  Asked about the inventory thing.  Oh boy.

Overall - grim days ahead.

See you tomorrow.

June 6, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (135/22)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - not much.  Looking at projects. 

In the interim - really got to stop drinking.  It just makes me miserable and ill.  Good phone conversation, though.

Overall - bits to death.

See you tomorrow.

June 5, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (134/22)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - not much

In the interim - backup day.

Overall - and here it is

See you tomorrow.

June 4, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (133/22)

Paid work - fairly busy, deployments, receiving.

Creative work - more work on a project that will probably go nowhere.

In the interim - need more "No"s.

Overall - okay day.

See you tomorrow.

June 3, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes (133/21)

Paid work - another fairly busy day with deployments.  Then stock is an issue?

Creative work - some good animation work on a project I will probably abandon.

In the interim - I don't know.

Overall - depressed and tired. 

See you tomorrow.

June 2, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - yes (132/21)

Paid work - another full day.

Creative work - trying to find a new project that doesn't say NO at every turn.  How about the UFO one?  Got something done at least.

In the interim - it's never going away.

Overall - tired and off the whole day.

See you tomorrow.

June 1, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - yes (131/21)

Paid work - short day but pretty busy. 

Creative work - still more flailing.

In the interim - I feel like my creative stuff is short-circuited.

Overall - tired and depressed.

See you tomorrow.