Drinking - No (172/71)
Paid work - very slow day.
Creative
work - more wheel spinning. Interesting stuff, just not sure I can use it. Update: think I have something I can use.
In
the interim - rainy day, very tired. Power went out, but no problems rebooting.
Overall - some day I'll be less tired.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (172/70)
Paid work - slow but not bad.
Creative
work - some work on "transition" stuff. Still feel I'm spinning wheels.
In
the interim - new work phone, already causing problems.
Overall - an okay day.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (172/69)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative
work - very little, because -
In
the interim - -really sick all day, because of last night. Good phone call, and sober for it.
Overall - learning, how does that work.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - Yes (172/68)
Paid work - not on Saturday.
Creative
work - some work, some ideas about a possible end.
In
the interim - spent most of the day exhausted. Expect the same for tomorrow.
Overall - If I were a better person...
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - Yes (171/68)
Paid work - mostly slow. Not bad, though.
Creative
work - some work on the "coliseum" bit. Plus some more good stuff.
In
the interim - might go off the wagon tonight. Temptation is high.
Overall - couldn't help it, just wanted it too much.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (170/68)
Paid work - busy first half, slow second half.
Creative
work - some detail work on the city stuff.
In
the interim - still feel adrift. And tired.
Overall - wonder if I'll ever feel awake?
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (170/67)
Paid work - short day but got some stuff done.
Creative
work - some more "inner world" stuff.
In
the interim - periodontist appointment. The usual torture, but no bill (yet).
Overall - Dr. Pepper is good. Can't help that.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (170/66)
Paid work - lots of driving.
Creative
work - thinking I should do something short, since the project is taking so long. Not sure what, though.
In
the interim - car making somewhat alarming noises.
Overall - very tired. Also sad and angry.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (170/65)
Paid work - decent day. Got some stuff done.
Creative
work - some work here and there on transitional scenes.
In
the interim - still pretty tired these days.
Overall - eh, not bad.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (170/64)
Paid work - not on Sunday, no.
Creative
work - basically nothing.
In
the interim - spent most of the day recovering from last night. Not as ill as before.
Overall - really tired all day today.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - Yes (170/63)
Paid work - not on Saturday, no.
Creative
work - because of the Yes, working on something else. But did do some stuff for the Proj.
In
the interim - expecting the Yes.
Overall - not looking forward to tomorrow.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (169/63)
Paid work - mostly slow. Not bad, got some stuff done, though.
Creative
work - I think the drill-head sequence is done. Looks good, but we'll see. Back into unknown territory.
In
the interim -well, it's the weekend. At least it was a No Friday.
Overall - really tired today.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (169/62)
Paid work - pretty busy day.
Creative
work - some work done, problems solved. Moving forward.
In
the interim - really exhausted after work.
Overall - eh. Could be worse.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (169/61)
Paid work - not a bad day. Got some stuff done.
Creative
work - some ideas...which lead to problems...but I think I fixed them.
In
the interim - parking getting crowded.
Overall - at least the sodas are sugar free. And the medicine cost nothing today.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (169/60)
Paid work - decent day, somewhat busy first half, slow second half.
Creative
work - I think I'm getting where I want to be in the "ruins" section.
In
the interim - miserable wet rainy day, with stupid traffic.
Overall - generally tired...again.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (169/59)
Paid work - kind of slow, but did some stuff.
Creative
work -some good work, some possible fixes.
In
the interim - kind of losing steam.
Overall - rainy.
See you tomorrow.
Drinking - No (169/58)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative
work - not a lot.
In
the interim - spent most of the day recovering from last night.
Overall - very tired again. Glad to get a No.
Drinking - yes (169/57)
Paid work - not on Saturday.
Creative
work - some good stuff
In
the interim - not unexpected
Overall - oh wow
Drinking - No (168/57)
Paid work - not bad, finished receiving, did a few things. Mostly slow.
Creative
work - some objects to be used in various ways during the "tomb" sequence.
In
the interim - glad to get a Friday No.
Overall - another power failure. Also, tired again.
Drinking - No (168/56)
Paid work - decent day, lots of cataloging.
Creative
work - trying to find a direction.
In
the interim - things seem to be speeding toward the end.
Overall - still tired.
Drinking - No (168/55)
Paid work - pretty busy, lots of work done.
Creative
work - nothing much.
In
the interim - limbo, but a kind of a depressing one.
Overall - really tired today.
Drinking - No (168/54)
Paid work - lots of driving, people not knowing anything, more driving. Then a lot of PCs show up.
Creative
work - nothing really. Still trying to come up with ideas.
In
the interim - really glad to get a No. Yesterday was scary.
Overall - eh.
Drinking - Yes (168/53)
Paid work - an okay day.
Creative
work - more detail work. Starting to feel like wheel spinning.
In
the interim - don't know how to stop this.
Overall - damned hunger.
Drinking - Yes (167/53)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative
work - some clean up on Mausoleum. Seems ready.
In
the interim - less ill today than the last two Sundays. Was able to walk a bit. Laundry day. Good phone call.
Overall - seems like a largely wasted day.
Drinking - Yes (166/53)
Paid work - not on Saturday.
Creative
work - getting the Mausoleum stuff, works well. Needs a transition picture.
In
the interim - not as sick as last week, but that still didn't stop me.
Overall - learning should be a goal.
Drinking - Yes (165/53)
Paid work - eh, an okay day. Spent most of it on one PC.
Creative
work - more animation. Possible use of "orphaned" images. Walking is hard when it isn't human.
In
the interim - the Yes got very strong today. I justified it as an experiment.
Overall - oh well.
Drinking - No (164/53)
Paid work - some physical stuff, and a meeting. Otherwise not much.
Creative
work - lots of work on what may or may not be used. Still trying to come up with concepts for existing images.
In
the interim -glad the Nos are continuing.
Overall -laundry today--shirts got washed.
Drinking - No (164/52)
Paid work -mostly driving, pretty exhausting.
Creative
work - some ideas, not much actual work.
In
the interim - more computer problems. Rebooted, and the PC refused to come back up. Turns out it's a USB device causing the issue. Will have to investigate further, but not tonight.
Overall - the days are just exhausting.
Drinking - No (164/51)
Paid work - mostly slow, some stuff here and there.
Creative
work - moving right along. Lots of work done. Even though new steps continually appear, I can actually think about seeing this project end.
In
the interim - I do like the non-drinking.
Overall - nights are still tiring.
Drinking - No (164/50)
Paid work - decent day. Got some stuff done.
Creative
work - more work on integration. Coming along fairly well. Should have done this yesterday, but...
In
the interim - still tired all the time.
Overall - glad to be getting more Nos.
Drinking - No (164/49)
Paid work - not on Sunday.
Creative
work - very little. A lot less than I'd have liked.
In
the interim - sick all day, thanks to last night. Started feeling a bit better around 7.
Overall - will I ever learn?
