Jan 31, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (30/1)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - some interim animation, which was actually fun.

In the interim - trying to deal with the new life deal thing.

Overall - feel trapped.  What the heck, I AM trapped.

 See you tomorrow.

Jan 30, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (29/1)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - backup day.  Bought a new drive for the new year.

In the interim - yeah that's funny

Overall - not sure what to say here

 See you tomorrow.

Jan 29, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (28/1)

Paid work - lots of driving, lots of receiving stuff.

Creative work - more work on stuff.  Getting there.

In the interim - again, got to get a handle on the drinking stuff.

Overall - health seems very off.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 28, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (27/1)

Paid work - mostly slow.

Creative work - more work on finishing the damned thing.

In the interim - got to get a handle on the drinking stuff.

Overall - what can I say.

See you tomorrow.

Jan27, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (26/1)

Paid work - loud and mostly slow.

Creative work - more work on Part Four.

In the interim - feel everything coming closer.

Overall - tired and depressed, what's new?

See you tomorrow.

Jan 26, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (25/1)

Paid work - very slow day, but quiet.

Creative work - finished the Part 3 video and uploaded.

In the interim - can't see a way out.

Overall - tired and miserable the whole day.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 25, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (24/1)

Paid work - lots of searching through spreadsheets.  And very noisy.  Not satisfactory.

Creative work - finished the sound for 3, part 1, and rendered.  We'll see if Vegas can take it.

In the interim - I seem to be pretty helpless.

Overall - very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 24, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (23/1)

Paid work - not on Sunday.

Creative work - did some good audio work, getting close.

In the interim - not doing well in any area.

Overall - ill and tired most of the day.  Hoped to not drink, oh well.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 23, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (22/1)

Paid work - not on Saturday.

Creative work - finished the sound on 3-2 and rendered to video.   Recorded a good piano piece as a replacement for 3-1's soundtrack.  Trying to figure out the rest.

In the interim - met some dogs, some nice, some not. 

Overall - tired all day.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 22, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (21/1)

Paid work - lots of driving, otherwise fairly quiet.

Creative work - Pretty sure I have Part3-Chapter2 audio finished and ready.  Will recheck tomorrow when Drinking won't be as prevalent.

In the interim - dunno what to say here.  They stocked up on BL.  Almost left without paying.  LOL.

Overall - there no longer seems to be a light.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 21, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (20/1)

Paid work - noisy day, not much happening.

Creative work - lots of sound work.  Almost done.

In the interim - it's all bad.  And it's getting worse.

Overall - depressed, ill, what else.  Continual.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 20, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (19/1)

Paid work - mostly driving, which was fine, because it was a really noisy day.

Creative work - lots of sound work.  Shaping things up.

In the interim - it's all bad.

Overall - depressed, ill, what else.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 19, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (18/1)

Paid work -  Slow day, but quiet. 

Creative work - some conceptualizing.  And lots of sound work.  Hoping this thing will be done soon.

In the interim -nothing much happened today.  Grey all around.

Overall - very depressed.  And worried.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 18, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (17/1)

Paid work -  state holiday today, so no.

Creative work - some animation to explain previous stuff.  Go me.

In the interim - very depressed.  Got the oil changed in the car.

Overall - very depressed, seems to be the new normal.  Also sick most of the day.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 17, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (16/1)

Paid work -  not on Sunday.

Creative work - some animation to explain previous stuff.

In the interim - very depressed.  The world will soon change for the worse.

Overall - very depressed, felt off the whole day.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 16, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (15/1)

Paid work -  not on Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some recording, and some internal animation.

In the interim - very depressed.

Overall - very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 15, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (14/1)

Paid work -  noisy, stupid day

Creative work - okay'd the final sound for part 1, and rendered, then started on part 2's sound.

In the interim -don't know what to say.

Overall -just slides downward.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 14, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (13/1)

Paid work -  decent, slow day.  Boss was in.

Creative work - finished the sound work for the first chapter of part three.

In the interim - starting to run up against limitations of my current PC.

Overall - depressed and ill.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 13, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (12/1)

Paid work - decent day.  Lots of driving. 

Creative work - looking at some "experimental" photos for a possible blog post.

In the interim - everything is deteriorating.

Overall - very depressed and miserable all day.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 12, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (11/1)

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - nothing much.  Worked on a bit of the finale for the project.

In the interim - I'll never stop drinking it seems.

Overall - gray, unsatisfying day all around.  No snow at least.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 11, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (10/1)

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - trying to figure out some audio stuff.

In the interim - depression seems to be the only state.

Overall -  depressed and down.

See you tomorrow.

 

Jan 10, 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (9/1)

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - tried some sound recording, but I didn't have batteries!  Did some work on part 1 anyway.

In the interim - looking through some old audio files, some good stuff.

Overall -  felt sick most of the day.  Didn't want to drink but did.

See you tomorrow.

 

Jan 9, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (8/1)

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some possible stuff.

In the interim - just don't feel like anything is worthwhile now.

Overall -  felt tired and without energy all day.  Very cold out, too.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 8, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - Yes (7/1)

Paid work - decent day.

Creative work - some stuff for a possible future project

In the interim - nothing ever ends.

Overall -  it's just bad from beginning to end

See you tomorrow.

Jan 7, 2021 (Thurs)

Drinking - Yes (6/1)

Paid work -okay day.  Much quieter.

Creative work -some piano recording for the "Radio music."

In the interim -worries only seem to increase.

Overall - very down, very tired, also pretty poor.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 6, 2021 (Wed)

Drinking - Yes (5/1)

Paid work - decent day, very noisy.

Creative work - software glitches have made me reluctant to do anything on the project, or any project. Update:  decided to rebuild "Part 1" from the ground up, and so far it has not crashed.  Still needs more sound but otherwise looks fine.

In the interim - not sure what goes here, again.  Car misbehaved on the way to work.  Ominous.  Didn't do it a second time, but trust is shaken.

Overall - very sad day, very depressed.

See you tomorrow.

 

Jan 5, 2021 (Tues)

Drinking - Yes (4/1)

Paid work - loud, loud day.

Creative work - a little sound work.  Mostly troubleshooting Vegas, which keeps crashing at playback.  Seems that one of the sound files might be at issue.  Still not working 100% which is discouraging.

In the interim - nothing new.

Overall - not feeling great.  Setting a great precedent for 2021 with the 4/1. 

See you tomorrow.

Jan 4, 2021 (Mon)

Drinking - Yes (3/1)

Paid work - decent day, got to drive a lot so the noise, while unbearable, was tolerable.

Creative work - tried more sound work, and ended up crashing Vegas.  Repeatedly.  Very frustrating.  I need new everything.

In the interim - still not sure what to say here.  It's all the same, all the time.

Overall - it's all bad.  Dark days coming.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 3. 2021 (Sun)

Drinking - Yes (2/1)

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - nothing.  I'm avoiding the project.  Update:  sound work on "bit one."  Worked pretty well.

In the interim - nothing new today.  Same Sunday every Sunday.  And same drinking.  Damn, caught in a loop.

Overall - very down today.  Slept badly.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 2, 2021 (Sat)

Drinking - Yes (1/1)

Paid work - Saturday, so no.

Creative work - some detail work.  Getting closer, but I'm becoming reluctant to work on it.  Also, it's damned long, around ten minutes I think.  Update: closer to seven minutes, but still seems long.

In the interim - not much else to report.  News very depressing.  By design.

Overall - I'm hoping to hold out for a little while longer.  But it seems that's not possible.

See you tomorrow.

Jan 1, 2021 (Fri)

Drinking - no (0/1)

Paid work - state holiday, so no.

Creative work - just some minor stuff.  Looks good, though.

In the interim - not sure what goes here yet, but I felt the format should change a bit in the new year.

Overall - pretty down all day.

See you tomorrow.