Nov 20, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - nothing at all.

Overall - went to the dentist, nothing can be done without more money.  So nothing was done.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 19, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - no.

Overall - feel terrible.

See you later tonight.

Nov 18, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - friend project upload finally completed.  I feel as if a weight has been lifted.  Satisfied.

Overall - not great, usual worries.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 17, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Creative work - friend project is done and is being uploaded.

Overall - very depressing day.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 16, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - the soundtrack to the friend project is done, meaning the whole thing is complete.

Overall - depression and despair.

See you later tonight.

Nov 15, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.  First (full?) paycheck, and...it's less than I hoped.

Creative work - some soundtrack stuff, none of which satisfied.

Overall - a dark, depressing day.  Suicide seems a given now.

See you tomorrow.

Nov 14, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - yes.

Creative work - a little.

Overall - went to another group thing.  It was okay but made me sad.

See you in a few minutes.