March 7, 2019 (Thurs)

Drinking - no. (51/15).  Still a pathetic ratio.

Paid work - somewhat busy day.

Creative work - just a little.  Imported the video into Vegas.

Overall - loneliness and worry.

See you tomorrow.

March 6, 2019 (Wed)

Drinking - YES (51/14)

Paid work - slow day.  Seems to be the pattern until I get fired.

Creative work - finished the sea cat thing, other than sound, but then had an idea.

Overall - grey, grey, grey.

See you tomorrow.

March 5, 2019 (Tues)

Drinking - yes damn it (50/14).  Where will this end?

Paid work - slow day.

Creative work - some good stuff on the catfish project.

Overall - feeling very depressed, very hopeless.

See you tomorrow.

March 4, 2019 (Mon)

Drinking - yes (49/14)

Paid work - very boring.

Creative work - some stuff on the new thing.

Overall - don't care, can't in fact.

See you tomorrow.

March 3, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes (48/14)

Paid work - no.

Creative work - quite a bit done on this new, stop-gap project.  But hey, work is work.

Overall - figuring things out.

See you tomorrow.

March 2, 2019 (Sat)

Drinking - yes (47/14)

Paid work - no.

Creative work - some work on the project.  Coming along, though it's kind of nothing.

Overall - blank.  Feels not as down, but just as angry, just as out.

See you tomorrow.

March 1, 2019 (Fri)

Drinking - no (46/14)

Paid work - pretty slow day.

Creative work - some recording experiments.  Some Blender tests.

Overall - tired, unenthused, weary.

See you tomorrow.