July 31, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - some good transition stuff.  Building up.

Overall - sadness everywhere.  A visit there, very depressing.

See you tomorrow.

July 30, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes, though feels less toxic than yesterday.

Paid work - a full day.

Creative work - getting those transitions in.

Overall - I still feel horrible, but less horrible, because hope is no longer a factor.

See you tomorrow.

July 29, 2018 (Sun)

Drinking - yes, too much.

Paid work - Sunday so no.

Creative work - some bits and things.

Overall - bleak.

See you tonight.

July 28, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - Saturday so no.

Creative work - quite a bit.

Overall - very depressed, very dark.

See you tonight.

July 27, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day, though a slow one.  And a hit on the paycheck.

Creative work - some scenes, some sound work...slowly getting there.

Overall - very, very depressed and hopeless.

See you later tonight.

July 26, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes.  Not sure what you expected.

Paid work - a decent day. 

Creative work - more work on Chapter Four.

Overall - some positive plans, some negative contacts, some overall blech.

See you tomorrow.

July 25, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a full day, semi-slow.  But that's okay.

Creative work - nothing much.  Hunting down some sound and image stuff for future work.

Overall - I don't know how to reconcile my deteriorating life with my oncoming death.

See you tomorrow.