Sept 30, 2019 (Sun)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Sunday, so no.

Creative work - some tests on the UFO thing.  Promising.

Overall - talked to her aunt.  A miasma of emotions.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 29, 2018 (Sat)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - Saturday, so no

Creative work - had an idea that didn't suck, and worked on it.

Overall - today is the funeral in Michigan.  Dark clouds.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 28, 2018 (Fri)

Drinking yes

Paid work a full day

Creative work nothing

Overall Keep missing her so much every day, angry and depressed, why did you leave me.

See you tomorrow

Sept 27, 2018 (Thurs)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - a full, busy day.

Creative work - some work on the mist thing.  Eh.

Overall - finally saw an obit, which made the hurt come back.  Still convinced she held me in contempt.  Oh well, the world.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 26, 2018 (Wed)

Drinking yes

Paid work yes

Creative work a little

Overall miss her

See you tomorrow.

Sept 25, 2018 (Tues)

Drinking - yes

Paid work - a full, busy day

Creative work - some work on the trees thing.

Overall - less and less reason to go on.

See you tomorrow.

Sept 24, 2018 (Mon)

Drinking - yes.

Paid work - a busy full day.

Creative work - some actual work.  Encouraging.

Overall - spoke to some of her other friends, who are also upset and puzzled. 

See you tomorrow.