Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (158/93)
Paid work - Retired.
Creative work - keyboard work.
In the interim - tired all day but can't rest. Thought about a No but didn't.
Overall - everything gets worse.
See you tomorrow.
Tuesday, September 8, 2026
September 7, 2026 (Monday)
Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (157/93)
Paid work - Retired.
Creative work - some very good work done.
In the interim - not eating right. I hope this changes. Perhaps it shifted a bit--then didn't.
Overall - very very depressed. And now worse. Hope expires.
See you tomorrow.
Sunday, September 6, 2026
September 6, 2026 (Sunday)
Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (156/93)
Paid work - Retired.
Creative work - some nice work.
In the interim - went for a medium walk, but it looked like storms were coming so turned around. At least got the Sunday chores done.
Overall - very very depressed.
See you tomorrow.
Saturday, September 5, 2026
September 5, 2026 (Saturday)
Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (155/93)
Paid work - Retired.
Creative work - .a bit of animation, some ideas. A bit more animation and some graphics. I'd give it all up for sobriety.
In the interim - pretty sure the nice girl I met a few weeks ago was a heat-induced hallucination. Still, it's nice when my brain is good to me. Went for a brief walk, very hot and humid. As before, ate very little.
Overall - very very depressed.
See you tomorrow.
Friday, September 4, 2026
September 4, 2026 (Friday)
Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (154/93)
Paid work - Retired.
Creative work - .bits here and there.
In the interim - oh God the maelstrom.
Overall - why the drinking persists. Why it wins.
See you tomorrow.
Thursday, September 3, 2026
September 3, 2026 (Thursday)
Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (153/93)
Paid work - Retired.
Creative work - .some good face work.
In the interim - another Yes.
Overall - another Yes.
See you tomorrow.
Wednesday, September 2, 2026
September 2, 2026 (Wednesday)
Drinking (Yes/No) Yes (152/93)
Paid work - Retired.
Creative work - work on the part 3 project. Some stuff done.
In the interim - slept a lot, though not as much--had an annoying tendency to stay awake.
Overall - not sure where anything is anymore.
See you tomorrow.
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